This is not my poem but I can relate ~
What have I lost?
At 7 weeks an embryo about 8mm long,
a large bulge where the heart is,
a bumb for the brain,
dimples that will become ears,
thickenings that will become eyes,
buds where arms and legs are growing...
The excitement of an expanding tummy,
the overwhelming love of holding a newborn,
a strong sucking mouth eager for milk,
first smiles at 6 weeks,
cute crawls at 8 months,
cautious toddlers at one year,
hug and kisses,
giggles and fun,
and so much love,
a child I will never know.
Boy? Girl?
So many hopes and dreams. . .
this is what I've lost.