Went out with a charming, smart woman. Really wonderful. I'm just praying to god she likes me too, that she chooses me. I messaged her not long ago, saying I enjoyed meeting her and hoped we might see eachother again, after Thanksgiving. No reply yet, which has me nervous. I've just got to achieve some kind of dating success. I'd give anything just to have three dates, and finally break out of the 1 to 2 date funk I've been in my whole life. Just to find someone who finds me worthy, even for a few moments...I'd be so happy!