I am rarely brave enough, but last Wednesday, I was at the coffee house & Jeff was the only one working there, it was almost closing time, & I finally got enough courage to tell him then I walked away, but I came back. I did really embarrassed myself with Jeff, I NEVER opening up to a guy again! He was the first guy that I had a crush on in over 3 years. On Thursday & Friday, I didn't go to the coffee house, Friday I went to the restaurant, I was doing fine & I was hungry, I passed the coffee house & saw Jeff, I got to the restaurant, I ordered my fave salad, took a few bites then lost my appetite. Every Friday, my town has a street fair, there were live music, I was sitting on a bench near the coffee house to listen to the music. Jeff keep coming outside, I wish he didn't see me, once he was sitting in the coffee house chair, he was sitting there for awhile. Tomorrow, I will walk a different way to avoid seeing the coffee house & I know he is working tomorrow, I NEVER want to see him again. I still want him, but I have to forget him.