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Every time my dog stops to sniff where someone else didn’t clean up after their dog, I get very worried that someone is going to see it, assume it’s my dog’s leavings, and blow up at me for not cleaning up after him. I am actually so diligent about cleaning up after my dog that when he did his business halfway through the walk one time and I realized I didn’t have any bags, I went home, got a bag, went back and found his leavings, and picked them up, but I don’t enjoy picking up cold dog droppings any more than anyone else does, and should not have to clean up for the entire neighborhood just because I have a dog.

I don't count every rhythm of every words that came to my mind.
I just write this way. It has a rather very specific pattern to it.

It seems, each has it's own sets of measures. It's just patterns for me.
Patterns I've been adhering for so, so long...

The same reasons I know my own sizes without looking for the numbers.
Same reason how I'd know something is too little or too much without measuring.


So if anyone thought I'm some sort of writer...
I'm no poet nor a storyteller. I don't do words play. At least almost never intentionally.

It's just how I process thought to words.
Each words are a pattern of symbols and sounds, then arranging and placing said words to sentences based on that pattern.


Also, while anyone thought I'd be good at it -- I'm not a linguist.
More like I was more or less forced to think like one my whole life without knowing it.
Because verbal thought never felt natural. It feels limiting and I wanna break that limit.

... It's like anyone with an inability to conform or ever felt like being belonged, are more or less forced or chose to think like an anthropologist.

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I really hate it when somebody tells me not to exercise and to keep a extremely big beer gut.

I've been drinking lots of carbonated water. It's the only water I'll drink.

My sense of wanting to lose weight has gotten to be more awkward with one example being the way that I try to run comes off as awkward and lazy.

Many gyms in Portland have shutdown again because of the ongoing pandemic.

I have never understood the urge to go some place special for either meditation or exercise. So far today, I have ridden my bike on a stand and shovelled snow outside.

Once I've replaced someone's cup of coffee with a cup of pepsi.
In board daylight. In front of an entire group. On a whim, no less.

And once I've replaced a bottle of coca-cola with soy sauce.
But this time it was premeditated.

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I'm 5'9'".

I keep sniffing my cats paws after he's had a bath I don't know why, is this how addiction starts?

Sometimes I scratch the back of the family dog a little too hard and get told off by my mom.

I've had a beer belly for 13 years.

I am a fool

I'm doing stuff that I've never done on WP I've never done before. I'm showing my my vulnerable points as well as my happy thoughts instead of just using WP as a Party Site the way I did in the past. I've really grown in the past 4 years.

I love making lists, and checking things off of lists.

I am definitely a perfectionist and I have a huge fear of failure.

I'm ready to put my WP past behind and move forward to better things on WP.