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I love my pets. I know, that's an absolutely shocking truth.

I often have been able to win at the childhood game of Twister; due, to having an unusual physical form

At times I am particularly eloquent in writing, but that just makes the rest of my writing look even worse by comparison Plus I get the whole “clearly you can do better, so why aren’t you doing better?” thing I have consistently been told all my life

I used to be able to do Karaoke very well, when I was much younger

I'm usually the one doing the rejecting than the other way around.

That's because it's usually others who wanted something from me than the other way around.

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Lose more time here - Updates at least once a week.

Not the lyrics, but the title from the song is a random truth about myself.
And actualy, i hope it never goes away

I've actually got a student in trouble when I was in middle school for uttering the word orgasm; when, in fact the word in the paragraph in the book clearly stated, organism.

I remember a first grade assignment that had the word 'arrange' in it, but I read it as 'orange', and the request didn't quite make sense, but I did the best I could with an orange crayon. Worst part is, there was another student working with me, and he did the same stupid thing I did!

I am only human in body. I don’t know what I otherwise am, just that it isn’t human. Mind, instincts, nature, etc, humans and I are completely alien to each other (regardless of neurology). And I do not understand how not thinking I’m really human means that I must see myself as somehow “less-than” (the reaction I’ve gotten the very few times I’ve mentioned it to anyone) (Humans in general sure do have a superiority complex ). Nor do I consider myself superior in any way. “Different” can, in fact, simply mean “different.”

My life functioning is in WC In one, big, bepooped WC

I have problems with writing longer posts in the Internet quite regularly. For example today.

I might have quite serious negative symptoms of schizophrenia (lack of energy, apathy, abulia etc.), as severe as never before in my life... But I have no diagnosis of schizophrenia now. My next visit with a psychiatrist is planned only 18.05.2021 (nearly three weeks from today). I have also very peculiar "hypotheses", "ideas", "delusions" which I reject by power of will and religion but they look often pleasant and logical... I often made fun of anatomy and physiology last times It is absurdal, "hebephrenic-looking".

I had an argument with aggressive and vulgar mother about 6:55 p.m. - 7 p.m. CEST today. She told me very bad things and I definitely disagreed with her stupid texts, although not using vulgarisms and maybe even not using loud voice. My family is dysfunctional and pathological to a certain degree. Father can be obviously worse in behavior than mother...

Today is the 40th anniversary of the day I changed my forename.

My wisdom teeth are only starting to show up.

Tomorrow is my worst trauma-related day of the year.

I'm trying to think of ways to distract myself, and celebrate the gains I've made since that terrible time began.

IsabellaLinton - wish I could help - do you know anything about DBT and Distress tolerance techniques - I suppose you already do.

Today is my Father's birthday - it is a big one - he is 80!
This might just mean that am also getting older - and my role is changing - and my identity feels strange.

I hate phone calls so much that I am apparently willing to type in three different prescriptions and go through automated dialogue four times, just so I don't have to talk to someone for what would at most be 30 seconds. lol