There was something I was wondering about. When you go to sleep at night, and your still awake, but your eyes are closed and immersed in total darkeness, does it appear to be total black, or do you have all kinds of things taking place that you still see?
Let me explain what happens when I go to sleep. For as long as I can remember, I have never seen "total" darkness, per say. When I hit the pillow and close my eyes, I get treated to a crazy show all my own underneath my eyelids. This will happen anytime I close my eyes, and not just when I try to sleep, but it's most noticable at night since there's no outside light to drown out anything. I typically will have four different things going on as my eyes are closed.
- Backround noise: This is comprised of a green colored fixed noise pattern that slowly shimmers around. Sometimes I can see it flickering too.
- Black Holes: Every now and then, A Dark spot will form, a pinprick of intense darkness that usually forms in my peripheral vision, and will last a few seconds before fading out, around these are halos of darkness where everything in the halo gets blacked out. I've noticed these during the daytime, thus why I call them black holes. Sometimes these spots will form in a rapid succession and rotate around my field of view in clockwise manner.
- Strobe lights: When my eyes are closed and immersed in darkness, I will see these form on ocassion. Usually I will see a flashing begin to start in one corner of my vision, which will then spread out across my entire field of view before fading out and then fading in, over and over again. The flashing usually occurs at a rate of 30 to 60 Hz, and sometimes during the strobing, the backround will become very bright, like someone turing the brightness up all the way on a TV that was displaying a black picture.
- Blobs: These are the most wild of all things I see at night. A green blob will form at some place in my field of view, then slowly morph itself and grow in size until it fades out. The blob will then reform and morph out in the same pattern again. this often happens 5 or more times until a new pattern forms. The most intense blobs that I see will have purple centers to them.
Thats the cast of four characters that entertain me at night, and since I'm not good at closing out things, I'll simply ask if anyone else here experiences a similar thing at night, and if this in just and aspie thing, or if NT's see these too?
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