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Ghosthunter
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04 Feb 2006, 3:20 am

Journey from OZ wrote:
Journey from OZ and it's oblivious distractions
that confuse the few. I see the cloudless skys
called life. To reach out there is but the dream.

Clouds only distract and the skys clarity inspires.
Few times in ones life can this be seen. I see the
planets and stars and all the things that should be.
Hopefully not blinded by the invisible stars


I have completed the paper trail phase of Vocational
Rehabilitation. I am clear in what the behaviours
others have seen and amazed in how(March 2005)
my former employer gave me a reading project in
HFA and Aspergers.

The dark passages wrote from a void that dwells
within this sagely space that is always with me
but once without a voice.

Then came illusion, thinking that all that was achieved
was real and to come to realize that it was part of a
silent path. A silent path that all autism folk walk.

I then took a road trip in June 2005 to August 2005
to meet you folks and realize I was not alone. I say
thankyou. I then got to meet the owner of this site
and through misunderstanding, hope he can forgive me
and allow us to be friends again, if that is at all possible
and put the past behind us.

The clouds then filled the skys for me, and the good
in me became bitter, but I pushed forward bravely.
The kindness of BeeBee and Pyraxis helped me
see that people aren't bad, just misunderstood.
Thanks BeeBee and Pyraxis.

August 2005 to Febuary 2006 I started my strandation
here without a reason to see. Now I am at stage 3
of Vocational Rehabilitation and the next step is
a one-on-one with a vocational councelor and seeing
that school can happen with a job that can "fit" and
this old bird of 40 can see that he is worth something.

This poem came from watching Star Trek "Generations",
the movie in 1994.

peace in a seldom place wrote:
I see conclusion of OZ's illusion and displacement of the
one who was blind. Speckle dust of falsehood and
then idol to nothing and then understanding no longer
disguised.

Bless be the child golden from the harbourers of light and
dark. Swaying in elements of the beyond and weaknesses
of the fawn. Looked upon as the prey, to realize he can
walk away with a sense of peace facing the hunters of the
golden child of light and dark.

May this guiding light not blind.


I am now seeing Febuary to June to secure fiscal outllook
and behavioural training. Is this a illusion, or a reality?
So close and parts so concluded.

Hmmmmm?

Ghosthunter



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05 Feb 2006, 8:26 am

Ghosthunter I think you are making wonderful progress. You have come a long way since June.

I am glad to see you are doing so well. It's good to see you here, I think of you often!



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05 Feb 2006, 9:20 am

And thanks for posting here as well, Tere.

I am glad to see you around. Did you checkout my video release
forum. It is hosted by pryaxis.

I hope you are doing well, Tere.

Sincerely,
Ghosthunter