Married first time round at age 21. Didn't work out. We met through a dating agency. He wanted a mother-substitute with sex on his terms on the side, and I wanted respect and to be finally regarded as an adult by my parents (who sided with him in still trying to control my entire life). Ended up divorcing six years later.
I've been married to my second husband for nine years now. We're not sure whether he's on the spectrum or not - he has some AS characteristics - thing is, while I have thoughts of getting a formal diagnosis, he's not seriously bothered and just wants for us to be able to live our lives as we choose without being persecuted as freaks.
poopy, Aimless, I can relate to that view - my folks tried to brainwash me with the whole marriage thing. While I was sent to a 'good' academic school, I don't think I was seriously expected to have a career (my parents refused to pay for me to go to university because I wanted to study art, which they said was a waste of my education, because art was what you took if you were too stupid to do a 'proper' course ). The message I got was basically that spending a lot of time making myself look good and attracting a 'suitable' man was the key to success in life. I failed miserably at the 'looking good' part - I find the whole obligatory beauty thing incredibly boring - and since there was no other role for a woman, I learned early in life that I was not acceptable, no matter how much smarts or creativity or other qualities I tried to develop. I find it incredibly sad that this dated idea (with the addition of obligatory sexual availability and the option of going for 'celebrity' guys, both of which would have seemed 'common' to my mother) is still being pushed at girls as a desirable life path.
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