CockneyRebel wrote:
I get mistaken for a man, and I take it as a compliment. At least I'm the safest woman in the area that I live. I like being mistaken for a man. It makes me feel strong and powerful. Besides, I do feel that I'm a man in a woman's body.
Yeah, I noticed in that picture you posted, you kind of have that androgynous look. You look a lot like a person who works at my local Starbucks, who I now know is female, but I wasn't sure for a while.
I hope this doesn't offend anyone or sound rude, but sometimes I wish people who are not obviously male or female would have some kind of instructions printed over their heads, saying something like, "Yes, I know it's not clear what gender I am, so I would like you to refer to me as ___." Or, "Yes, I know it's not clear what gender I am, and it's okay for you to guess wrong." I've had many times when I needed to know whether to say "he" or "she", and experienced a lot of anxiety about possibly getting it wrong, because you don't know if the person will be offended or not if you do get it wrong.
I was mistaken for a boy twice as a kid. In the 2nd grade, I had a pixie haircut. I moved to a new school, and on my first day there, we had to divide into boys and girls for an activity. My name is Evelyn, and I used to be called Evy. When I went to the girl's side of the room, the teacher said, "You need to go over with the rest of the boys, Evan." I said, "I'm a girl." I wonder if that teacher remember that incident, because it may have flustered her as much as it did me. People are so weird about things like that.
I'd kind of like to be more androgynous. Specifically, I'd like to be flat chested. I'm constantly aware of having these things on my chest, in the way, and having to spend an entire day shopping for bras and only finding one that fits, and it costs $50. But once I was about 12, if was clear that being androgynous wasn't to be my fate.