Willard wrote:
Same with routes to familiar places - my ex, who worked with Alzheimer's patients always said "take a different route once in awhile, it stimulates your brain". So does the anxiety attack I'll have if I get lost, but I don't want that kind of stimulation.
Yep. One of my particularly endearing quirks is that I have a phobia of driving. I can drive just fine as long as I'm in my little comfort zone, but if some little thing happens, it can set me back, and my comfort zone all but disappears. I was doing okay, but a few weeks ago a tiny, unexpected thing happened (my rearview mirror had been bumped, and when I looked into it, I got a different view than what I expected), and my anxiety came back full force. At the moment, I'm struggling with that, because I can't even pick my kids up from school. Anyway, today, I went out for a drive around my little neighborhood, in an attempt to get past this ridiculous, debilitating anxiety. I took a turn that I don't usually take, even though it's just a block away from my house. I came around a corner and discovered that it curved differently than what I was expecting. I'm not talking about a major intersection, I'm talking about a curve in a quiet residential area.
That unexpected curve was enough to get me too anxious to continue. I had to pull over and rest.
Edited to add: Oh, I forgot about the original post question. Went off on a tangent again. Sorry. As far as being indecisive, I definitely am. I can't make up my mind about anything. I've always assumed it's because my moon is in Libra.
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