anxiety25 wrote:
Yep.... it's just like right now, everything is just boring or overwhelming. I'm really irritable lately, and little things are bothering me. I tried to indulge in cleaning-sometimes a really really good cleaning spree can pull me out of it once I get going, but I just run out of motivation, lol. Ugh!
Exactly! I tried to get going in the garden... it was all I could do to water, forget about anything else. If I didn't know how guilty I'd feel for negligence, I'd just let everything die.
I'm effing sitting around like a zombie... just staring off into space, missing my so-called friend...
Dinner? I have to think of something for dinner tonight? No, all I really have to do is have an opinion about which I want for dinner, and even that just seems pointless.