Self-advocacy. Also, thinking about going clubbing this summer and devising how to come across as NT as I possibly can, just so that I can experience that lifestyle to the fullest even if it is only for a few hours. I know, this is so unlike me, but I feel like I know myself better than ever now and am therefore equipped with all the necessary tools to put myself in a more intense social environment. Besides, I have friends now who are willing to go with me. I'm tired of being forced to be a recluse when I'm not a recluse at heart.
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Leading a double life and loving it (but exhausted).
Likely ADHD instead of what I've been diagnosed with before.