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10 Jul 2010, 5:02 pm

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yes the test must be 'taken with a pinch of salt', I only put it there as it has good examples of mild delusional thoughts.

The test is for schizotypal personality disorder which has a very high cross over of symptoms with AS (infact lots of psychiatrists want to count those with it as haveing AS nowadays) so I would expect lots of people on an AS forums to score quite high on it anyway. I also score very highly on AS tests.

Its strange as there must be some cross overs with schizophrenia, (perhaps the parts of the brain effected) as lots of them stim and have echolalia too, and theory of mind problems and literal thinking and trouble with metaphores.


I am surprised that psychiatrists want to count schizotypical symptoms in with ASCs because I see Asperger's more as a social deficit and lack of understanding rather than a mental illness or condition.

I have been assessed and found to be well-balanced despite my concerns that I might have been unwell, but maybe everyone is scared that they may find something wrong. I know that an ASC was suspected but no-one would tell me, they only told me a few clues on how to deal with it and that is the only reason I came to understand that they suspected it. I didn't even realise that until years later either.

I think that because they knew I was fragile at the time, it wouldn't have been a good idea to tell me, actually, they were right, I hardly dealt with it when I got my official diagnosis and I still lack a fair amount of self esteem since diagnosis. One cannot undo the finding out.



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11 Jul 2010, 3:25 am

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yes the test must be 'taken with a pinch of salt', I only put it there as it has good examples of mild delusional thoughts.

The test is for schizotypal personality disorder which has a very high cross over of symptoms with AS (infact lots of psychiatrists want to count those with it as haveing AS nowadays) so I would expect lots of people on an AS forums to score quite high on it anyway. I also score very highly on AS tests.

Its strange as there must be some cross overs with schizophrenia, (perhaps the parts of the brain effected) as lots of them stim and have echolalia too, and theory of mind problems and literal thinking and trouble with metaphores.


I am surprised that psychiatrists want to count schizotypical symptoms in with ASCs because I see Asperger's more as a social deficit and lack of understanding rather than a mental illness or condition.

I have been assessed and found to be well-balanced despite my concerns that I might have been unwell, but maybe everyone is scared that they may find something wrong. I know that an ASC was suspected but no-one would tell me, they only told me a few clues on how to deal with it and that is the only reason I came to understand that they suspected it. I didn't even realise that until years later either.

I think that because they knew I was fragile at the time, it wouldn't have been a good idea to tell me, actually, they were right, I hardly dealt with it when I got my official diagnosis and I still lack a fair amount of self esteem since diagnosis. One cannot undo the finding out.

schizotypal personality disorder's main symptom is strong social phobia/avoidance but unlike avoidant personality disorder they often have mild perceptual differences and odd apearance and odd language and manarisms. If you meet someone with schizotypal PD you would probably not tell the difference between them and some of the odder aspies youve met. Schizotypal PD has a much increased risk of developing full schizophrenia so that most psychiatrists now view it as mild or pre-schizophrenia rather than as a regular PD.
here are some wiki's with interesting info
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schizotypa ... y_disorder
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schizoid_p ... y_disorder
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Avoidant_p ... y_disorder
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schizophrenia



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11 Jul 2010, 3:28 am

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Ive got an appointment with a psychiatrist next month (long waiting list) and I will tell him. Its tricky in appointments as I find it hard to express mysef well as my mind goes blank and they ask the 'wrong' questions so I find it hard to answer in a way which conveys whats wrong. Most times I have appointments the profecional is convinced that Im just a hypocondriac or fuss maker and its very embarrassing and humilating telling them about psychotic symptoms, makes me feel so ashamed and upset.


That is a long wait - if you feel that you are in danger, then you should go to an Accident & Emergency department and ask for an emergency psychiatric consultation. You do have to tell them what you are feeling and experiencing, even if it is embarrassing or makes you feel ashamed.

I find consultations difficult and usually I write my needs out on paper before I go. I have it down to writing one word or phrase for each issue that I want to deal with, like a bullet-point list (e.g. Paranoia about strangers; Difficulty sleeping; Panic in morning), although you have written a very concise description in your second post above and could just take that with you. If I feel that the psychiatrist is not listening to me, then I actually tick the points off to make a show of what I think my needs are.

I will write a list, that is a good idea, thank you.



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11 Jul 2010, 3:54 am

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Ive had mild psychotic symptoms on and off for years and I had a full psychotic episode in my teens.

I am interested if anyone else also has psychotic symptoms, what they think about them and how they deal with them.

I find when I get stressed I get them more often and have difficulty organising my thoughts which effects writing and being able to interact with people.

The psychotic symptoms I get most often are
ideas of reference
delusions of control
thought withdrawl
thought broadcasting
worry about being watched/listened to.
psychic experiences

here is a link to the schizotypal questionnairre
http://themachine1.110mb.com/spq.html
25 is a normal score. My score was 64.


I didnt try the schizotypal questionaire as i believe i'd score quite high as i have some very strange beliefs and due to how some of the questions are also Asperger's things.

i have a father who has schizophrenia and some of your symptoms are kind of worrying and very common psychotic ones (delusional).

My father is schizophrenic as he thinks hit men are out to kill him or the government... he also "sees' obviously psychotic things.. eg telepathic lenses coming out of peoples eyes.

i myself believe in psychic stuff and to me and my experiences.. that doesnt make one psychotic (I was in the energy healing fields for a time and actually had paying clients i used to heal).

Ones actual spiritual beliefs may cause "delusions of control" eg if you believe we are all part of a whole, eg part of God and hence thoughts can affect things.. To me.. that isnt psychotic (i know many who have this new agey kind of belief! It's more of like a religiion). If your delusion of control is based around something like "You are the prime minister or king controling the lands" that would be delusional.

If you thought everyone was consciously putting their thoughts into your brain (thought broadcasting) that would be delusion.. but if you have a spiritual belief in which peoples thoughts project out and can affect others by subconscious means... that isnt psychotic.

If you thought you were bugged by secret agents, that is PROBABLY delusional (unless you are under a police investigation for some reason eg if they thought you had commited a serious crime and wanted to prove it).

Nearly all those questions are open to different interuptations. i personally dont know how one could tell if another was psychotic without an indepth assessment to separate beliefs and ones life from psychosis.



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11 Jul 2010, 4:10 am

i got up enough courage to do that questionare, total score 48.. , my scores as follows. I like how its divided into different areas as by doing that it does show more. (my father who's schizophrenic would score very high in the suspiciousness area... us being Aspie.. we would probably expect to score higher than normal population in the friends area).

i scored 7 out of 7 for odd beliefs and magical thinking lol.. that is just to my religious/spiritual views. i studied under a witch for a while. Wow i really thought i would score much higher on that so im surprised.

"Ideas of reference: 2.5 out of 9 (unsure: 0)
Excessive social anxiety: 7 out of 8 (unsure: 0)
Odd beliefs or magical thinking: 7 out of 7 (unsure: 0)
Unusual perceptual experiences: 4 out of 9 (unsure: 1)
Odd or eccentric behavior: 4.5 out of 7 (unsure: 0)
No close friends: 5 out of 9 (unsure: 2)
Odd speech : 7.5 out of 9 (unsure: 0)
Constricted affect: 5.5 out of 8 (unsure: 1)
Suspiciousness: 5 out of 8 (unsure: 1)
Total SPQ-A: 48 out of 74"



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11 Jul 2010, 7:10 pm

Ideas of reference: 0 out of 9 (unsure: 0)
Excessive social anxiety: 6.5 out of 8 (unsure: 0)
Odd beliefs or magical thinking: 0 out of 7 (unsure: 0)
Unusual perceptual experiences: 1 out of 9 (unsure: 0)
Odd or eccentric behavior: 3.5 out of 7 (unsure: 0)
No close friends: 5 out of 9 (unsure: 0)
Odd speech : 6.5 out of 9 (unsure: 0)
Constricted affect: 5.5 out of 8 (unsure: 1)
Suspiciousness: 0.5 out of 8 (unsure: 0)
Total SPQ-A: 28.5 out of 74
I'm totally naive :lol: I don't think I could possibly be paranoid..


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12 Jul 2010, 9:44 am

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Thanks for those links.

I will take a good look at those because I have notice a change in me over the last few months; it may be because of a neurological disorder which is under investigation. If it is because of lesions on my brain, then it should show under my MRI scans and that will be the answer, if not, then I will keep looking because I definitely am a little bit different.



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12 Jul 2010, 10:13 am

Kaleido wrote:
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Thanks for those links.

I will take a good look at those because I have notice a change in me over the last few months; it may be because of a neurological disorder which is under investigation. If it is because of lesions on my brain, then it should show under my MRI scans and that will be the answer, if not, then I will keep looking because I definitely am a little bit different.

If you have noticed a change in yourself over the last few months then it would not be any sort of personality disorder, as these are present from teenagerhood and are constant. For example I do not qualify as schizotypal as my psychotic symptoms disapear for years at a time.

Your problems could be a vitamin deficency, B12 causes lots of neurological symptoms and has been shown to be helpful to depression, autism and schizophrenia, try taking a B-complex vitamin.

Also make sure you are taking time to meditate and/or do yoga as stress can cause all sorts of physical and neurological problems.



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12 Jul 2010, 1:51 pm

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If you have noticed a change in yourself over the last few months then it would not be any sort of personality disorder, as these are present from teenagerhood and are constant. For example I do not qualify as schizotypal as my psychotic symptoms disapear for years at a time.

Your problems could be a vitamin deficency, B12 causes lots of neurological symptoms and has been shown to be helpful to depression, autism and schizophrenia, try taking a B-complex vitamin.

Also make sure you are taking time to meditate and/or do yoga as stress can cause all sorts of physical and neurological problems.


I have been checked for vitamin deficiency and I take supplements so that is all ok.

I do a few yoga stretches daily and meditate too.

Today I was thinking quite a lot about my changes and four things have come out of that.

a) my eye contact has improved considerably over the last year due to someone called Theresa and it has changed my relationship with people.

b) I recognised my step father as a true father, someone who has been constant and reliable in my adult life.

c) I noticed some things about myself where I was in denial and for some reason (this is where my lesion theory comes in) I simply don't care about quite a few things these days and I cannot work out if not caring is due to personal growth or a problem, because in reality, it could be either.

d) I have changed my eating habits dramatically due to intolerances and allergies found by the hospital.

All I know is that I am different enough to notice it myself.



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12 Jul 2010, 7:58 pm

Ideas of reference: 0 out of 9 (unsure: 0)
Excessive social anxiety: 6 out of 8 (unsure: 0)
Odd beliefs or magical thinking: 0 out of 7 (unsure: 0)
Unusual perceptual experiences: 0 out of 9 (unsure: 0)
Odd or eccentric behavior: 6 out of 7 (unsure: 0)
No close friends: 8 out of 9 (unsure: 0)
Odd speech : 6.5 out of 9 (unsure: 0)
Constricted affect: 7.5 out of 8 (unsure: 0)
Suspiciousness: 1 out of 8 (unsure: 0)
Total SPQ-A: 35 out of 74



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13 Jul 2010, 4:00 am

Kaleido wrote:
lotusblossom wrote:

If you have noticed a change in yourself over the last few months then it would not be any sort of personality disorder, as these are present from teenagerhood and are constant. For example I do not qualify as schizotypal as my psychotic symptoms disapear for years at a time.

Your problems could be a vitamin deficency, B12 causes lots of neurological symptoms and has been shown to be helpful to depression, autism and schizophrenia, try taking a B-complex vitamin.

Also make sure you are taking time to meditate and/or do yoga as stress can cause all sorts of physical and neurological problems.


I have been checked for vitamin deficiency and I take supplements so that is all ok.

I do a few yoga stretches daily and meditate too.

Today I was thinking quite a lot about my changes and four things have come out of that.

a) my eye contact has improved considerably over the last year due to someone called Theresa and it has changed my relationship with people.

b) I recognised my step father as a true father, someone who has been constant and reliable in my adult life.

c) I noticed some things about myself where I was in denial and for some reason (this is where my lesion theory comes in) I simply don't care about quite a few things these days and I cannot work out if not caring is due to personal growth or a problem, because in reality, it could be either.

d) I have changed my eating habits dramatically due to intolerances and allergies found by the hospital.

All I know is that I am different enough to notice it myself.

well it sounds like your doing all the right things, I hope it turns out ok and is not a lesion,
good luck :sunny:



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13 Jul 2010, 12:13 pm

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well it sounds like your doing all the right things, I hope it turns out ok and is not a lesion,
good luck :sunny:


Thank you, I hope you manage to get something sorted out for yourself and the symptoms you are worried about too.
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13 Jul 2010, 12:43 pm

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well it sounds like your doing all the right things, I hope it turns out ok and is not a lesion,
good luck :sunny:


Thank you, I hope you manage to get something sorted out for yourself and the symptoms you are worried about too.
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oh yes, Im fine, my symptoms went a few days ago, I cant post when Im in that state as my thoughts are too over the place and muddled. I think just looking after myself carefully is enough to keep them at bay.



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13 Jul 2010, 1:54 pm

Taking the test . . .

3. Have you had experiences with the supernatural?

Yes. Would you like to take into account the other witnesses before you decide that's a symptom of psychosis?

5. Other people see me as slightly eccentric (odd).

Hello, Aspie.

6. I have little interest in getting to know other people.

Ditto.

8. People sometimes find me aloof and distant.

Ditto again.

11. I get very nervous when I have to make polite conversation.

I really wonder if the test maker realizes how many of these questions apply directly to ASD and other non-psychotic disorders.

12. Do you believe in telepathy (mind-reading) ?

Lots of non-psychotic people believe in ESP and other para-normal phenomena. If I believed that the government was reading my mind then we'd have to worry.

14. People sometimes comment on my unusual mannerisms and habits.

I'm starting to think this test would read ANY Aspie as a scizotypal personality.

16,15,17 . . . more Aspie traits.

20. Do you ever get nervous when someone is walking behind you?

In the neighborhood I live in that's called not wanting to be mugged.

23,24, and to some extent 26 are also common with ASD.

29 as well.

30 is again not a symptom of psychosis. It wasn't that long ago the government was experimenting with paranormal abilities.

32-35 more ASD symptoms. I'm going to come off nuttier than a squirrels winter stash.

38 I think I need to stop commenting about all the ASD symptoms they bring up, I've already pointed out that there's a lot of them.

I don't know what 39 means.

47 another question about beliefs commonly held by many normal people. Also, protip, UFO means unidentified flying object. If you see something in the sky and you don't know what it is it remains a UFO until it's identified (I guess that would be an IFO). UFO does not mean "ship full of aliens that cut up cows and abduct farmer Bob".

49 Well, yeah, I have a phone and a computer. Local calls are free and e-mail doesn't need a stamp and gets to them a lot faster than a letter.

51 I said I wasn't going to bring these up again, but damn, can you get more stereotypically ASD?

54 That's not even ASD! That's just normal!

Ideas of reference: 0 out of 9 (unsure: 0)
Excessive social anxiety: 8 out of 8 (unsure: 0)
Odd beliefs or magical thinking: 4 out of 7 (unsure: 0)
Unusual perceptual experiences: 2 out of 9 (unsure: 0)
Odd or eccentric behavior: 6 out of 7 (unsure: 0)
No close friends: 8 out of 9 (unsure: 0)
Odd speech : 4.5 out of 9 (unsure: 0)
Constricted affect: 8 out of 8 (unsure: 0)
Suspiciousness: 0 out of 8 (unsure: 0)
Total SPQ-A: 40.5 out of 74

Due to traits that are consistent with ASD and beliefs that are nearly mainstream I wound up testing well outside of normal. Bad test is bad.



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13 Jul 2010, 1:59 pm

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18. Do you often feel that other people have got it in for you ?

Yes, because there are people here that do have it in for me. It ain't paranoia if it's TRUE.


Reminds me of a story I heard in a psychology class, don't remember if it was high school or psych 101 in college. There was this low level government employee who was hospitalized as schizophrenic because he thought the KGB was after him.

Guess who turned out to be NOT schizophrenic but very dead when the KGB caught up to him?



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13 Jul 2010, 2:25 pm

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Taking the test . . .

3. Have you had experiences with the supernatural?

Yes. Would you like to take into account the other witnesses before you decide that's a symptom of psychosis?


20. Do you ever get nervous when someone is walking behind you?

In the neighborhood I live in that's called not wanting to be mugged.


30 is again not a symptom of psychosis. It wasn't that long ago the government was experimenting with paranormal abilities.


Hilarious :lol:

Quite right too.