lightening020 wrote:
who knows? Maybe it is. Maybe we are all just weak people.
I agree, personally. I feel very weak, not physically but emotionally. I'm a timid person with a fragile state of mind, and no self-esteem, and having people staring at me every single time I go out is making me feel like I'm some freak, which makes me feel even more unhappy. And I get girls laughing at me all the time (and I don't do anything to look different) and I find it incredibly hard to let it ride over my head, so yes, I must be too weak.
I am very hard on myself though. I blame myself for everything, and when people gawp at me I just know it's because I look stupid, and I don't believe in thinking ''just ignore them'', ''it might be complimental'', ''it's their problem'', etc, because 95 percent of people look at me, and it's become an irrational anxiety causing anxiety, self-hatred, and Agoraphobia.
I am very thin-skinned. If I wasn't so thin-skinned, I think life would be a little bit better for me.
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