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29 Sep 2010, 11:15 pm

I dont know why my minds all F*cked up, it has all of the aspie traits tho, ocd, social anxiety, poor memory, thoughtlessness, inhibition, lack of emotion, eye contact, obsession,

I hate myself and life and you should to.



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29 Sep 2010, 11:51 pm

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29 Sep 2010, 11:53 pm

hey man, 22 is too young to give up. lots of adventures may await you. when you're old and gimpy and alone like i
am, then you can hate your life. honest.



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30 Sep 2010, 12:02 am

Corp900 wrote:
I hate myself and life and you should to.


Been there, done that. Wouldn't go there again for the world.


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30 Sep 2010, 12:05 am

Corp900 wrote:
I dont know why my minds all F*cked up, it has all of the aspie traits tho, ocd, social anxiety, poor memory, thoughtlessness, inhibition, lack of emotion, eye contact, obsession,

I hate myself and life and you should to.





I pretty much hate MY life.....but life itself is magnificent in anything approaching it's ideal state. That's what i'll be aiming at for my remaining years on this earth. What is the alternative in any case?
Eternal nothingness?....I can wait. Might as well extract everything good thing I can out of this existence. I know it's hard to get any satisfaction out of it all...but at least it's not impossible. If you just give up....you're guaranteed no satisfaction and no unsatisfaction....you're just guaranteed oblivion and again....i've got all eternity to "enjoy" oblivion.



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30 Sep 2010, 12:09 am

Corp900 wrote:
I dont know why my minds all F*cked up, it has all of the aspie traits tho, ocd, social anxiety, poor memory, thoughtlessness, inhibition, lack of emotion, eye contact, obsession,

I hate myself and life and you should to.


basically stuck in the same rut as I am soooo....

here is to being a bunch of miserable twits together *starts attempting a toast*


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30 Sep 2010, 12:13 am

Horus wrote:
Corp900 wrote:
I dont know why my minds all F*cked up, it has all of the aspie traits tho, ocd, social anxiety, poor memory, thoughtlessness, inhibition, lack of emotion, eye contact, obsession,

I hate myself and life and you should to.





I pretty much hate MY life.....but life itself is magnificent in anything approaching it's ideal state. That's what i'll be aiming at for my remaining years on this earth. What is the alternative in any case?
Eternal nothingness?....I can wait. Might as well extract everything good thing I can out of this existence. I know it's hard to get any satisfaction out of it all...but at least it's not impossible. If you just give up....you're guaranteed no satisfaction and no unsatisfaction....you're just guaranteed oblivion and again....i've got all eternity to "enjoy" oblivion.


Dude, you know you're depressed when Horus tells you to lighten up. :wink:


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30 Sep 2010, 1:29 am

DandelionFireworks wrote:
Horus wrote:
Corp900 wrote:
I dont know why my minds all F*cked up, it has all of the aspie traits tho, ocd, social anxiety, poor memory, thoughtlessness, inhibition, lack of emotion, eye contact, obsession,

I hate myself and life and you should to.





I pretty much hate MY life.....but life itself is magnificent in anything approaching it's ideal state. That's what i'll be aiming at for my remaining years on this earth. What is the alternative in any case?
Eternal nothingness?....I can wait. Might as well extract everything good thing I can out of this existence. I know it's hard to get any satisfaction out of it all...but at least it's not impossible. If you just give up....you're guaranteed no satisfaction and no unsatisfaction....you're just guaranteed oblivion and again....i've got all eternity to "enjoy" oblivion.


Dude, you know you're depressed when Horus tells you to lighten up. :wink:



I'm really not telling him to do anything. I'm just telling him he might as well live out the short time afforded to him regardless of how miserable it is. It is about as miserable as it gets for me, I assure you. But i've got all eternity to "live" without both misery and joy. I might as well at least attempt to get some significant joy out of this life since i've known and experienced little but it's opposite. There's every likelyhood that will never happen. A bullet in my brain will ensure that it will never happen though. Still....I can understand why some people opt for the bullet and i've considered it myself countless times. Thus....i'm not judging anyone who does....i've just made the personal choice not to for the reasons I mentioned as well as others I guess.



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30 Sep 2010, 1:32 am

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Corp900 wrote:
I dont know why my minds all F*cked up, it has all of the aspie traits tho, ocd, social anxiety, poor memory, thoughtlessness, inhibition, lack of emotion, eye contact, obsession,

I hate myself and life and you should to.


basically stuck in the same rut as I am soooo....

here is to being a bunch of miserable twits together *starts attempting a toast*


It is an honor 2 toast with you fellow demon of the abyss



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30 Sep 2010, 1:33 am

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I hate myself and life and you should to.


If hating you and your life will make you happy, I'll do it any time.


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30 Sep 2010, 2:03 am

Corp900 wrote:
I dont know why my minds all F*cked up, it has all of the aspie traits tho, ocd, social anxiety, poor memory, thoughtlessness, inhibition, lack of emotion, eye contact, obsession,

I hate myself and life and you should to.


Didnt you get banned recently? I feel like I know you.......



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30 Sep 2010, 2:13 am

I thought this was going to be about the video game :)

I always found hatred to be a little more effort than I was willing to spend. Probably better than being apathetic. Give yourself a break. You control how you feel.



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30 Sep 2010, 3:18 am

I used to hate my life, but now I like it for the advantageous differences that it offers.

Self-pity leads nowhere. I found that out for myself quite a while ago.



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30 Sep 2010, 6:50 am

So this guy's still trolling.



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30 Sep 2010, 7:09 am

Life is what you make it. I love my life and I live it like it's my last day, each day.


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30 Sep 2010, 7:59 am

Invader wrote:
So this guy's still trolling.


I suggest you learn to shut up and think before you call this a troll thread. Im starting to really get f*****g sick of the whole "EVERY POST I DONT LIKE IS A TROLL THREAD" mentality on these forums.


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