Postperson wrote:
Yes I feel a bit like 'Truman' at times, lotsa the time, like someone else is pulling the strings and my attempts to do anything are thwarted.
and yes, the nail that sticks up will always be hammered down, or whatever saying they use to describe punishing people who are not 'indistinguishable from their peers'. dunno what to say, that's the way it goes, I lead a quiet life without a lot of people involvement, that way I avoid 'punishment'.
yeah i just tend to stay in my room by myself. its making me really miserable though. i feel so uncomfortable as soon as other people are around like they are looking at me and if they laugh then they are laughing at me. its just complete self-obsession really. i think the whole world revolves around me