Or rather, my (just 16 year old) brother is. He's been in a mental hospital for the past couple of months (for suicide attempts) and he's just been arrested for possession of child pornography. The police came to our (the family) home and took all the computers (the shared computer, with my iTunes, my father's computer, which is own by the company which he works for, a very old laptop of mine, which I never use and more (but nonetheless contains private things), and my macbook, which I use for the music I make, for storing the photographs I take and for the things which I write).
I don't know how to cope any more. My music is how I cope with life. Everything has gotten gradually worse and worse for him, me and my family, but at the same time things have been getting better for me as an artist, with exhibitions featuring my work becoming more frequent.
But I don't know how I will be able to keep on working (on my art). I am hanging in limbo, I have no idea what the future hold for him and the rest of us. I have no idea how to cope.