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i see how it is...*throws sammich away* ):

My rabbit is so spoiled now he acts offended and gives me a "Wtf?" look if I give him hay and don't pick the seed heads out of it for him. Guess who isn't getting hand fed them any more.

Hopefully, using the exercise bike today will help with my arthritis

I wonder what variety of zinnias I got. For it to germinate in a day or less.

Thinking of spaces. Where am I going to put my stuff in this room?
Planning to keep some plants indoors.

Because summer is coming.
And this means the air-conditioning would be on more often. And then the air-conditioning heats up the balcony...

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Sounds like a joke the day we lose to an 8 yo team but...

I am so glad that dad decided to make me a Celtic fan.

He had a choice of two or giving me them both or not giving me either.

He chose Celtic cos of principles.

We actually have some...

Once again experiencing dissonance because I grew up being told I was “high-functioning” and expected to meet NT standards, but when I actually meet people who are “high-functioning” or read posts from them, there is such a huge difference. (I know people tend to take issue with using functioning levels, but I really don’t know how else to describe this disparity)

I will never be able to support myself. I will never get a job any better than the ones “anybody” can get because nobody wants to do them (and even those I have to really fight for). I will never live in my own place. It is unlikely that I’ll ever get a driver’s license. I can’t convincingly “mask” no matter how hard I might try. There is no question of whether to disclose or not, because almost everyone can tell within five minutes (and oftentimes within thirty seconds) of meeting me that something is “off” about me, even if they can’t figure out exactly what. Anything resembling a “normal” life is entirely alien to me, and my chance of achieving some semblance of it is about the same as being able to walk to the moon without use of any machinery (and it isn’t for any lack of trying on my part). I am incredibly jealous of those who are able to achieve these things, even with cost. There’s no way around it, I have a continent’s worth of evidence that says my best just isn’t good enough to ever be anything but a parasite.

It's almost 4. And I've been laughing out loud by the humors I've been reading and watching.

But that's because I already wasted 2 hours worth of time lying on the bed, trying to fall asleep.

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Then so I managed to get some sleep.
2 hours.. Only to be interrupted.
Because apparently I DO NOT HAVE A RIGHT TO BE ALONE.

Now I'm unable to go back to sleep.
Now I would had to do it all over again -- busy myself into focusing. To a point I can no longer sense the other living presence in the damn room.

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dilemma, imena or cydectine, or a toss-up, reading the -i-don't-believe-it- for 75EpL it's too much accomodation to put anything slightly readable on it getting the (hyperbolic)microscope out to see what's in the recipe
slippery too, mind you, taking care of some is taking pieces off the other
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today everything asked is arab or south african,
obama @ scripting again



aaaaaaaaand look a cuckoo in the grass don't be that funny ! !!

^ I would like something like that if I had a room or a house of my own.

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Feeling burnt out by NTs

I am buying the same bedding my folks used to have in the 90s...

Wonder if they chucked theirs or not lol.

Went to the specialist. I do have an abrasion on my eye, but even if it does scar it shouldn't mess with my eyesight much since it's more to the side. He put a contact in my eye to prevent my eyelid from messing with it, which feels super weird. lol