What's on your mind right now?

Post Reply New Topic

Tried aspirin for the first time.
Got a cheap one I could afford -- if I buy like 60 of them, I can.
And it's actually what one of my bosses use.

It's pretty dissolvable.
And honestly I like the flavor. It's around 80mg and of course I wouldn't go far and consume more than one in a day...


Since it's an anti-inflammatory and it's also deem safe to take some, wonder what happens if I take it for a week or so...

But I wouldn't just risk it now. Not at this particular season when yearly dengue cases may happen anytime within this month or so.

Still too early to play with that. Maybe next next month to be safe.

Gained Number Post Count (1).
Lose Time (n).

Lose more time here - Updates at least once a week.

1:08 <3

I went swimming with my cousin today and learned to swim a bit better. I got a slight sunburn though which sucks.

trolls

Either there's an event that caused a wave of better change...
Or I had some sort of crisis and triggered a change to bounce back through some form of momentum.

Gained Number Post Count (1).
Lose Time (n).

Lose more time here - Updates at least once a week.

I travel in the wild to move toward closer communion with green plants, running water, rocks and sky. It is a journey toward self and a dissolving of self into the larger cosmos, for lack of a better word.

I feel like opening up my channels now.

But the question is -- would it stick?
That's when my doubts enter.

Gained Number Post Count (1).
Lose Time (n).

Lose more time here - Updates at least once a week.

Imagine if all the old members came back at once and WP was a lively place again. I look forward to the day that people get sick of social media and start flooding the forums again.

The constant sympathizing with and encouragement of obviously manipulative behaviour on here makes me very uncomfortable.

I'm shocked that there's so much sexism in the western world.

I honestly thought people were past that crap.

Playing the victim card isn't a good look especially when you're in support of people having their civil rights abolished.

I guess realizing how isolated I truly am. Maybe I do feel lonely, but I just don't recognize the feeling. Much like I didn't recognize what depression felt like. If you've always felt it, how do you know? It's on my mind and bothering me; it's made me quiet. It doesn't matter, though.

I have a phobia against both males and females. Which makes me feel bad. Males tend to be more involved in violent things, and malignant narcissistic females can be quite dangerous too when it comes to violence; both turn you off humans, and it's hard to see beyond life experiences. PTSD. Maybe I'll heal one day, maybe not.

Smell is still gone, which is pretty funny I must admit. Taste was spared, though.

Too many things, not enough time.

My partner at work has her phone set to flash the flashlight over and over when it rings, and it gives me bad flicker vertigo every time. Today I felt like I was going to have a seizure or something because I was also tired + incredibly overheated.

Three people at work (two of them I work directly with) are out sick with COVID, so I've apparently been exposed to COVID again. Nice. /s

I'm not alone, nor am I lonely.

One who holds their head high and stands tall when society tells them to lay it all low, for whatever reason, whether superficial to political or religious, is a strong human, especially when the collective weight of it all is upon them. The same for those living day to day, suffering on, and hanging on with one hand or less. I guess thoughts of self-worth and self-esteem are on my mind right now, but I'll stop myself from lecturing beyond this point, as I'm trying not to do that one.

A second confirmation that blocking Dopamine and Serotonin works wonders for nerve pain, because me missed a dose of Zyprexa (something I very rarely do). Hand starts up, then the face with a trigger (usually drinking, touching or smiling). It's alright, though.