A day laborer had the nerve to call me "China" (in Spanish). He was not emotional and he didn't act racist sexist or homophobic or anything like that. But the day laborers are not even supposed to be in the parking lot. As a Lot Attendant, the day laborers have caused me more problems, than the customers and employees combined. But the training videos said nothing about them.
Blisters on bottom of feet. 39 years old. Five months ago I was 125#. Have not stepped on a scale since. Feel old, fat, slow, weak, heavy.
Worried about how much longer I could continue that job.
Plenty of people work standing up. Restaurant retail sales. Some of them heavier, fatter, older, unhealthier, than me. They work more hours than me. How do they do it?
Off leash dogs
Military
ASM Don's last day was yesterday. But he said he is going to be a vendor and coming back once a week to say "hi". Don was the most popular person in the building. Tracie wrote on Don's goodbye apron, that nobody else has ever written "don't leave" on an apron before. Tracie has worked there 20 years.
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Five years of testosterone and my head looks the same as before
Microscopic amount of facial hair
A couple extra leg hairs
Voice a lil lower
Appetite about one and a half times as before
Period, frequency intensity duration
Other than that, negligible changes
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Bored on days off. Could use a hobby
Water park. $$$, time, energy. Diseases, homophobia. Last time I went to a water park alone, I felt like a loser asking people to let me go on slides with them. (Some slides require customers go in multiples of two).
But even if I went to a water park, it would just be one day
At loose ends
Dead end "job"
Destroyed my "life "
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Yesterday a security guard at Safeway had the nerve to tell me that his partner said that I was "caught stealing" and they "reserve the right to refuse service to anyone". I asked him to please look at my ID card and see that I didn't get caught stealing, but he refused.
(Reminds me of the time Rolando penis had the nerve to tell me that Kayla b***h banned me from aikido)
f**k Kayla b***h
f**k Rolando penis
He and I were both calm
Wrongful Accusation
Mistaken identity
Precious lil "people" have told me that I look just like
Vivian
Cynthia
Yordy
And et cetera
Male, female, Chinese, Japanese, Peruvian
Safeway can do anything it wants, legal or illegal. Short of winning a civil lawsuit, you can't stop them
Feet hurt
Yesterday took a testosterone shot
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Every time I email cory he keeps pressuring me to convince a manager to transfer me from Lot Lizard to Bookkeeper. But cory doesn't know how things work (or don't work) at home Depot. He doesn't understand that he doesn't understand. He keeps acting like, just because I have a degree and not many coworkers have degrees, I could pick my job. In some companies that might be the situation. Not home Depot. And Cory often ignores everything else I write and ignores entire emails
Dena talks too much and she's too emotional
She keeps saying "what" instead of "excuse me"
With "friends" like that, who needs enemies?
Frenemies