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They are cute.

The results of a CT scan.

I may or may have not developed a form of hyperacusis on my left ear. I won't know if it's permanent or temporary.

Yes, it's one sided. And very physical than mental. I can feel it vibrating differently.
Noises loud enough became more screechy. And it hurts sometimes. No different from the usual headaches I deal on a regular basis.

No thanks to sneezing.
Again. Of course. Why the f--- am I ever be surprised that this would mess up my ears, amongst other things already?



Next year, I'm going to see if this damn thing in my face is operable or not.

"Amplified and painful" hearing is still far from my main concern.
As if that had ever stopped me before. Not even acute burn out induced full body sensory raw like painful feeling stopped me.

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Touhou Project

Having to watch everyone around me socialize and have meaningful relationships with other people is starting to piss me off.

Watching human dynamics... I don't know since when, but I got bored at looking at it.

Like how I got really bored at knowing every person's stories.

It's like reading history -- it repeats itself, and I get bored really fast because of list of names and dates.

I'm still more interested at being in control of myself and being able to predict human reaction than whatever relations pursuit myself.
And wanting a better working memory for context comprehension along with many benefits...

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Should I have more of the two/three-year date expired quiche?

Yes...

furnace filters and shower tape

I want to drink so f*****g bad, I want to get really drunk.

That bulldozer is still running…..
wtf are they doing over there.
I hates it.

lately, been even more bored than usual, with everything and everyone. including and especially myself.

want to do something new and different. and not just once. new hobbies.

eat the same thing every day. do not know how to cook. too lazy. no skill. microwave meals too much sodium, so do not eat them.

zero "friends". dena doesn't wanna have anything to do with me. otherwise she would've answered my email.

(rolls eyes)

zero $$. whatever i do, has to be close enough to a litterbox at all times. exhausted all the time.

still wearing five shirts and a jacket, in the end of march 2022. paranoid some undiagnosed medical condition. thermoreceptors.

I avoided talking to my aunt yesterday and just went to bed at like 4 PM. I'm very nervous about having to face her after I told her about what's going on.

I'm trying to figure out what to do with today. I know I have some cleaning I want and need to do. It's raining so there's no morning walk with puptastic. I would like to get a short run in and today is arm day exercise wise. Beyond that, I have no ideas. I'd like to write, but seem to be in a nasty bout of writers block with no idea how to push past that. Maybe I'll just do a few silly prompts in hopes of trying to get out of the writing funk. Hm. Mostly though, I'm pleased to have an entirely open and stress free day. Here's hoping I don't waste the day.

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Today I've been at work for over 14 hours. I only have 1 day off which is during Sundays.
On a side, I'm trying to manage the local PWD organization. And occassionally subbing my boss for her own position which I do not mind so far.

Coworker, the secretary, who was new, and supposedly been there early, was working for 10 hours. She went at least half an hour later and went out at least 3 hours earlier.
She only comes during Mondays, Tuesdays and Fridays. So far being usually late at Mondays, when she's supposedly early.
Why can't she manage this? Isn't she supposedly, well, an 'NT'?

Maam boss, who's coping with a form of chronic pain for over a month now, was working for who knows how long -- and was only working in the work place for about a good 10 hours. We went out at the same time today.
Her day offs usually around Mondays, and was doing some part time during Sundays. On a side, was studying to pass a board exam. Is also a PWD officer, but was too busy.

Then there's Sir boss. Who's working for like 7 days a week. 12 hours a day on a regular. Not to mention he also drives hours long trips back and forth. Was in the work place for 5 hours.
Yet was also working for at least 6 hours earlier at a hospital nearby, and is currently the head and owner, doing all the legal business paperwork in the background.


Nevermind any of our personal lives and other pursuits.

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I wish I didn't absorb other people's anxieties, my own are bad enough.