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If I were obsessed with knowing what's going on with the world, my communication lines would've been so open and multifaceted -- and being open enough to suck in members from this forum if they're willing.

But that's not me.

I have the knowledge, experience, the means and arsenal to do so.
Yet I'm unwilling to. Not interested enough. No drive or motivation to do so.

I can... But I won't.
Unless someone's brave enough to dare me or something when I happened to be bored enough to do it.


It's like...
Yeah, sure, I may do it and do it well for someone if someone tells me to.
But, it won't be for me. I'd just be there for the ride because why not?... Even if I'm the capable driver and the vessel of said ride.

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Thinking about getting into reading fiction once more...

It's just few hours past midnight.

Feeling great and everything is just right.
And great ideas popping in my head, as if it's early to late noon where one would start their day.

But...
It's been over 12 hours since I woke up.

Does this mean it takes me 12 hours long of relaxation to start my day?


Or maybe it's just one of these hormonal flukes. Because it isn't like this every time. It is never constant. I wish it's usually like this.

Or some weird cosmic sensitivity weirdness in global sync, where I'm not fully aware of.

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I need to work

I gave Malo a frozen water bottle because it's 101°F and he's laying against it. I'm glad it's cooling him off.

Considering creating a blog possibly..

Watching large crowds at Wimbledon, despite a recent uptick in Covid-19 cases in the UK.

Meanwhile here in Australia, my city has gone into lockdown with no cases in the community, because the neighbouring city has had two in the last 24 hours.

I'm not bitter, most Aussies support pre-emptive action to stamp out any outbreaks before they become entrenched.
I just thought the comparison was funny.

The fact that I found my cat hiding in the tub. I'm glad my elderly cat can still make me laugh after all these years.

It's official. I'm switching to decaf.

And go crazy with it.

It's highly likely I'm sensitive to caffeine, and would likely give me trouble just because I like the taste of coffee.

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I kinda fell in love with the doctor who gave me my vaccine today.

He may have been retired. I wish I could remember his name.

Just trying to remain calm during times when, there is chaos and turmoil (James Earl Jones voice)

Wildfires

Beginning to realize I was likely misdiagnosed and have spent a couple of years picking out and magnifying every slight abnormality in my behaviour that might look like autism just to "fit" my diagnosis, because I thought it would lead me to better mental health. Having spent some of those years in this forum I've realized what it means to truly be autistic and I think I'm doing both myself and others a disservice by claiming to be autistic as well.

Been an interesting journey but it's time to face reality.
Going to ask to have my Aspergers diagnosis reviewed once I have an opportunity to stay long enough in my country of origin.

Cops just told me neighbors requested a welfare check because they hadn't seen me for a couple of days and thought that I was dead


I just took out the trash one hour before the cops came

Kitchen and bathroom lights on as usual

My work schedule is the same as usual

Nothing unusual changed recently

Kind of paranoid someone played a trick on me

Besides what if they were impersonators trying to commit a felony?

Sometimes I feel like I need a lawyer s**t

And exterminator