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AprilR
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23 May 2022, 5:39 pm

I miss having friends.



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24 May 2022, 5:33 am

Toe jam football.



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24 May 2022, 5:33 pm

Went and rode a bike for half an hour early in the morning. My first time.

It felt good.


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25 May 2022, 4:06 am

I want to be a social justice warlord.



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25 May 2022, 8:35 am

AprilR wrote:
I miss having friends.

Can I be your friend? :)



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25 May 2022, 9:09 am

Shadow banned by another youtube channel.

Someone who talks about astronomy has been fooled by Elon Musk's ridiculous fiction. Maybe he's not as smart as he thinks he is. Unsubscribed and blocked his channel from being recommended.

Shadow banning is gaslighting. Have the courage to just delete the comment.



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25 May 2022, 8:41 pm

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I just received news of a tragedy.
My friend is on life support on the other side of the world.
She lost her new baby and her MIL in the same incident.

Prayers and well-wishes sent to the universe would be appreciated.


Sending all of mine.


Thank you dnd.

She was just released from hospital after learning her baby girl and MIL had been killed two weeks ago.

It's been really rough.



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25 May 2022, 9:23 pm

I wonder if I can start fasting again without anyone noticing.



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26 May 2022, 2:00 am

I wonder how accessible interdimensional travel could be made to the general public.

#multiverse.



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26 May 2022, 6:16 am

Under and above it all, I think of two things constantly. One ugly, for over two decades. One beautiful, for around a decade. Some things you just don't forget.

Should be able to afford something that I don't need if I really want, but I'd rather save considering everything, so yeah, I'll forgo. I'm sometimes smart.

Spoke about aforementioned ugly two decades ago stuff with the one here with me, even though I don't like such as it upsets her, but I need to talk about it now and again since psychiatrist is gone; it's still on my mind more than constantly.

167 days or so. :(



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26 May 2022, 5:00 pm

When I see my doctor in a couple weeks I'm going to ask if I can start HRT. I'm also going to ask HR if they can get my "preferred" name to show up on the quota thing because people keep seeing my legal name on it and then calling me that, which is making me dysphoric.



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27 May 2022, 5:33 am

Have you ever been lying in bed and you hear a kind of shuffling sound that sounds like it's right near you and part of something physical as opposed to something falling down or something like that but it turns out there's nothing there and then you're wondering if you have an overactive imagination or whether your ears are having some kind of malfunction or maybe there's something there that you can't see yet shuffles around aimlessly for some godforsaken reason or you're just really freaking mentally ill??

Yeah. Me neither.


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27 May 2022, 6:32 am

I've faced it all, though. I'm not static anymore. Father didn't care about putting me in a situation, because no care, and that's the face I had to learn to face. I've apologized with all my grey dead heart for other things, and I know it's...good; that's what matters from my side. Maybe I have moved on from the past, even if I still want some of it with me. If I hadn't, I'd still be off daydreaming and hiding.

I guess I look like the walking failure I feel, as someone has been trying to boost my self-esteem. It doesn't work, but I appreciate it.



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27 May 2022, 9:33 am

I try to do the best I can, despite unpleasant realities.



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28 May 2022, 9:06 pm

Ending daydreams I ought to outgrow and desire to harness by my own will.

Daydreams that aren't original for over several years now, are all but internal compulsions to replay and that I cannot act upon nor interact.

No different from watching the same frames of the a very specific animated scene, over and over and over...

It's been over 20 years for me.
One day, I found a specific scenario that is enough to draw me in and also that made too much sense as to where I got it wrong in real life -- perhaps one that I've been looking for.

Then, I'm just bored of it all of now.

I wanna use my processing and brainpower into something more creative, original and intentional.
Not this fanfic driven crap over someone who has no desire to be a storyteller of any form.


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28 May 2022, 11:55 pm

I went somewhere for the weekend with my aunt and forgot my blanket, so now I have to sleep without it which is going to suck.