Under and above it all, I think of two things constantly. One ugly, for over two decades. One beautiful, for around a decade. Some things you just don't forget.
Should be able to afford something that I don't need if I really want, but I'd rather save considering everything, so yeah, I'll forgo. I'm sometimes smart.
Spoke about aforementioned ugly two decades ago stuff with the one here with me, even though I don't like such as it upsets her, but I need to talk about it now and again since psychiatrist is gone; it's still on my mind more than constantly.
167 days or so.