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Addictive personality

Detached dissociated depressed disturbed distraught discombobulated disoriented

Overpowered outsmarted outnumbered

Corporal punishment machine

Fair Labor Standards Act

Symbionese Liberation Army

Dead end "job"

Exhausted all the options a longfuck time ago

Bad habits

Misunderstood

Unjustified expectations and existence

Soap box derby

Soap box lecture

Soap opera

Itching powder

Corporal punishment machine

Dereliction of duty

Permanently irreversible wounded

"Actions speak louder than words"

Pattern recognition versus overgeneralization

Logical fallacy

Motto slogan philosophy

"Life" is like a video game in some ways and different in some ways

Self actualization

Phrase with words

Too theatrical

Adrenal fatigue

Colon cancer genetic

Colostomy bag

Precious lil "people" only care about themselves, their lil cronies , and $$$

Kayla Feder b***h


Lost the zest for "life" 12

Now 38

Over the hill


Outgoing and enthusiastic, listed on many jobs description

Especially, restaurant retail sales

Minimum wage

Menial labor

"Essential workers"

But outgoing and enthusiastic precious lil "people" are the babe of my existence


Supervisor and managers at my job sit around babbling, screaming and swearing

They don't do enough work to justify their salary

But many companies are like that

f*****g idiots mispronounced my name

High school dropouts

Ghettoass slang

Seeing older people constantly complain about people my age is getting annoying.

I can feel you. How are they complaining about people your age?

Figuring out that sometimes you really have to dig into things and do research as to why some files on the computer seemingly don't show up.

Two things that particularly frustrate me are seeing older people complain about trans people all the time, and act like gender dysphoria is something young people made up, and seeing some older autistic people act like younger autistic people don't have severe issues with being harassed, people misunderstanding them, etc. solely because a lot people know about autism now (ignoring the fact most people don't get autism and the issues that come with it).

Honestly, now that I've found an app to use with mostly people my age on it, including a good amount of autistic people, I am getting increasingly frustrated with forums due to the age gap between me and most other people, and knowing how they view people my age.

What is on my mind is that I don’t want to talk to my coworkers anymore and I’d like to read my book in private. I’m also realizing that I want to marry my girlfriend because when I don’t want to talk to anyone at all, I still want to talk to her.

It’s a simple question.. yet today it seems to complex to process.

Maybe I should just vibe out

I am sick of seeing new books on autism come into the library but they are only targeting women and LGBT people on the spectrum. It feels like my demographic (30 years plus straight male who doesn’t fit in with society because he’s not “normal”) is being disregarded and pushed to the wayside. I have struggles and issues as well but I am expected to “suck it up” by society. I can’t be the only one who feels this way.

You can do hundreds of things to earn people’s friendship but the moment you do something wrong in their eyes, they will cut the bond with you. And people wonder why I am so distraught about being lonely?!? I’ve lost bonds just because I am a human with emotions as much as others do but somehow my actions are considered unforgivable and I am denied from making amends.

Just because I am 32 doesn’t mean I don’t struggle anymore and am worth less than others. I was denied developing myself as a human being and partaking in the “psychosocial moratorium”. I wasn’t given the chance to find my identity or even experiment. I fell behind and trying to catch up has been a nightmare because my best efforts have not been enough.

Hoping that Windows won't screw things up again after this latest update; which, made it near impossible to install my graphics driver

All the things that combined mean I’m unreliable and give the impression that I don’t care. And if I try to warn anyone, it looks like I’m making excuses and/or being an attention hog or something.

I am sick of my detractors talking s**t about me and nothing is done while I keep getting lectures for things that are trivial at best.

I still don’t know at what point I should figure that someone has given up on me. One would think by now I’d know from experience Social creatures like most humans and non-social creatures like me just don’t mesh, and it isn’t fair to either to try to force them to.

I feel the same. I wish some people would just tell me instead of leaving me in the dark.

I’ll get ignored again like usual.

Still not ignoring you

Trying to deal with the heat..

Make up