quietbird wrote:
So, you were interested in Japan, but now you're not, and you want to be interested in it again because...?
Interests come and go. They may change, resurface, get more intense or fade away. A lot can influence that process.
Maybe you'll get interested in something else, or someday you'll want to know more about Japan again. Forcing it, even desiring to force it, seems pretty odd.
Desiring to force it may come from having
no special interest, which makes the world feel empty to many people, at least that's how I've heard it described.
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