as a kid, did they ever put you on a medication to control you, make you more docile?
I did. When I was 14 or 15, I was put on mellaril. Nasty stuff. I was sleepy all the time. Looking back, I don't see any other reason than my hyperactivity that I would have been on a medicine like that - prescribed for schizophrenia which I don't have.
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