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Redid my oxygen after reading the instructions (helps).
91.
Don't know how accurate they are.

Mine was always around 90-91 at the worst of my illness.
My pulse was quite high like 110.
Keep an eye on your BP and pulse.
Water will help if you're dehydrated.
You might be burnt out from your change of routine.

Either way I hope you feel better soon with lots of TLC.

https://www.theguardian.com/australia-n ... id-at-home

Wondering why more tasks at work aren't semi-automated--or at least setup with good templates and a consistent organization structure.

Then I remember that I'm one of the "senior" "experienced" folks, and I'm not surprised that I'm not the only one with challenges in the realm of organization and executive functioning.

Thank you Isabella Linton usually Plumber and Heater persons are two seperate trade crafts.
It would be a miracle to find one to do both.. it will be very interesting tomarrow. temps drop further on monday so this will be a interesting challenge . But i have a plan. but it requires mean getting underneathe the house after i buy a portable propane heater. It will be a serious physical
challenge for me to try this ..but i can be stupid determined, If cannot get help will get the heater and test it then drag it under there and aim it at main water valve under there . Then get out warm up and then wait for it to thaw the water valve . go back under crawling 20 ft each way.
and hope the valve turns off . all with fricken bad arm and bum leg. but it has to be done and it will not wait. will try the plumber first on the phone.And hope.

What I thought was a killer deal turned out to be a merely good deal, teach me not to do a more detailed inspection of merchandise before making a purchase. To be fair though, if I'd been right this deal would have been damn near theft, and I might have even felt bad about it.

My lack of skill with words, meaning I can’t be a reliable support for anyone. Words are required for so very much, not reliably having them is a huge impediment. It doesn’t matter if I care and/or want to help anyone if I can’t even express that. And the fact that sometimes I do have the words just makes people think the lack of communication is because I don’t care or can’t be bothered or something.

Anxiety

Being around people is just too much sometimes. I might have to overdose on nootropics. I feel my internal reserve weakening. I'm still pretty burnout proof, i'm kind of like asbtestos. But even I have my limits.

I heard a friend from work died. He has been sick for quite a while. I will miss him.

My account to Reddit got permanently suspended for "repeatedly breaking the rules". I don't know which rules I'd broken, since they now have about 80 trillion of them.

Assistant store manager don got annoyed and asked me two times "where's the lock, (my name mispronounced)?". Even though I correctly told him that nobody gave me the lock. ASM wanzo unlocked the barbeque, not me. I don't even have a key. Don knows that

s**t maybe I have to take a video tape from now on

That's the first time Don mispronounced my name since I told him how to pronounce it.

Microaggression

Passive aggressively

Not racist

Not discrimination

Don was not in a hurry to leave either, because Tracie came out and had a conversation with Don.

Don acted like I lost the lock

Which I did not do

But even if I did, locks are just a couple of bucks and he could have marked them down in the store

The whole thing doesn't make sense to me s**t


Don didn't write me up

But he didn't apologize either

Then he waved goodbye from his car

s**t I don't know what to make of the situation



But I don't like Don nearly as much anymore

Sooner or later I will do something wrong

I am not perfect

And if that is how he reacts, s**t

From July til today, Don was all buddy buddy and s**t but the second he is not happy, it's like (incite a riot)


Reactive attachment disorder



s**t from now on I ain't talking unless I feel like it's justified based on cost benefit analysis, or if I want to


Please do not waste too much energy on those lil dimwits


"Thin line between love and hate"

"Chop wood and carry water"

Anxiety

So much snow

Went to bed hungry yesterday because I was so uncoordinated I physically could not make dinner.

Am very limited on coordination , And have to make do with a few disabilities, but thank heaven for microwave stuff and I live in a city where the markets generally carry already cut up things, but I have a hard time justifying the cost. Need to go get a house hepa air filter today but the walking around after yesterday, Not sure, I can do that
Without lots of pain.