Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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Good things coming to an end. That was a fun party.

Indian summer.

I've had to use my inhaler multiple times today. I think my asthma is part of why I feel fatigued. When it acts up I can't exert myself really at all w/o my body getting tired and feeling short of breath. I also wake up more often and feel like I really need to breathe when I wake up. I kept waking up last night, and eventually had to get up and use my inhaler.

Can't wait for the stormy season to end itself.
My bike's dusting away no thanks to frequent rain and flood.

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First time I've been bitten by a dog.
And it's in the very house I live in for most of my life.
Not on the streets, not on someone's home...


I don't think I'd able to sleep well tonight.
Doesn't help that there's no electricity until tomorrow. And this phone's battery is limited.

I'm just too angry to relax.
I just want to break everything... Or commit something violent and cruel.

Instead I'll just try, write and be damn quiet in my room...


Just be damn quiet because I'm sick of yelling -- the storm outside is already loud.
Sick of yelling back. Sick of someone yelling and yelling back...

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Anxiety

mother

At the train station, I was trying to read a book and an unfamiliar boy had the nerve to come up to me and stomp and shout "what you reading, fool?". Then I screamed and he burst out laughing like it was the funniest thing in the solar system.

Not even an hour early, a day laborer had the nerve to tell me "Chino , Chino, see you tomorrow". That day laborer had annoyed me a lot and I really don't want to tattle on him but not much alternative. But there are only two cops at work and they are often at the opposite side of the parking lot. Then when they arrive, he's gone. And legally the cops or manager could ban him, but they choose not to. Besides, the parking lot contains so many day laborers, nobody is going to enforce a trespass warrant.

Another day laborer had the nerve to call me "Chino" today and I was just trying to push shopping carts. (Lot Attendant)

I've had a migraine / hangover all night. I've been too tired to go to bed.

I finally dragged myself upstairs only to find a bare bed.

All my sheets, bedclothes, and blankets are soaking wet in the wash.

I put them in a few hours ago and forgot all about it.

some rabbithole (again)

This is very disturbing! What the heck is going on in Placer. Massive corruption!

Work day. I am already tired and feel disconnected

Anxiety

Incontinence. I stunk up the elevator.

My preventative inhaler is apparently $200 after f*****g insurance. I'm trying to figure out what the hell I'm going to do if transferring it to a CVS doesn't do anything (I guess my works insurance for prescriptions tries to hold people f*****g hostage to CVS for whatever reason). I haven't been able to get refills for my emergency inhaler either so I'm kind of freaking out. I haven't gone w/o asthma medication for my whole life so I don't know how bad my asthma is going to be w/o it, if it's already kind of bad even w/ it. This is the most f****d up time for this to happen too since my asthma has been getting worse lately.