Trying to connect through lyrics and music

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Hi

I am new to WP and was professionally diagnosed three months ago with AS. I am 25 and a music producer and composer/songwriter. I started writing about five years ago and the lyrics to the majority of my songs I now realize were/are my way of reaching out to NT's to express how I feel. I will be posting my full songs on you tube in the near future. I have posted a few of the lyrics below and hope you like them or at least they give you something to relate to. Thanks for reading. If you like these please let me know and I will post again.

Things are Changing

Intimidation is on the surface to stay
Just take what you want from me
Its not unreal display
Do you think I care in the first place what you say about me, my sensitivity speaks
There’s only two people in this world that
Fully understand and trust me you don’t
Still strike, push, kill
Come close you wont

Things are changing for me now
Funny how things are changing when I seem all alone
Things are changing for me now
Funny how things are changing when I seem all alone
Things are changing for me now
Funny how things are changing when I seem all alone

My heart isn’t broken but it will be bruised by the end of today
If you wanna get close then take my hand and drag away
Now I don’t even know just how to take that look
Reverse the stranger don’t turn your back on
The fact of doing me favors spent,
What’s the deal with that
Are you ignorant?

Things are changing for me now
Funny how things are changing when I seem all alone
Things are changing for me now
Funny how things are changing when I seem all alone
Things are changing for me now
Funny how things are changing when I seem all alone



Solitude

Pressure building in this head I’ve grown,
I wish a simple mind was all I know
And all these questions build inside my mind
Is this the reason cause I’m socially blind

Solitude is in my mind inside
Solitude is in my mind design
Solitude is in my mind inside
Solitude is in my mind design

Delicate reasons of a forbidden past
Forgetting the preview of an emotional blast
So why should I just let you walk my path
It isn’t right it‘ll cause an aftermath

Solitude is in my mind inside
Solitude is in my mind design
Solitude is in my mind inside
Solitude is in my mind design



Lost

Just take what you want from me and go
Cause I can’t handle knowing all these pressures
That you put upon my shoulders
Is this it, is this all that’s left
Am I lost in a world
Where I can’t be my best
Just tell me now
Cause I’m hitting the ground
I want you to let me be

I am lost
Without this feeling
I can’t find a way to explain it
I am lost
In a world where no one
Understands my vision
I am lost
Without this feeling
I can’t find a way to explain it
I am lost
In a world where no one
Understands my vision, no

These lyrics are soaked in tears from pain
To scratch the surface
A mind that can be pulled and pushed
From a single word of vain

What is it about myself and
I can’t be alone
It’s a lonely road
I’d rather these words didn’t mean any code
I want you to let me be

I am lost
Without this feeling
I can’t find a way to explain it
I am lost
In a world where no one
Understands my vision
I am lost
Without this feeling
I can’t find a way to explain it
I am lost
In a world where no one
Understands my vision, no


Misplaced

Why is it a question to me
Shouldn’t you be asking blind
These chances are given for free
You’ve already crossed that line
I’ll stand to break your fall
Pushing against the strength within
Even if you cross my trust
Your hand won’t slip I’ll freeze my own

I’m so tired of being misplaced
I’m so tired of being misplaced
I’m so tired of being misplaced
I’m so tired of being misplaced

All these places that I’ve seen
Transform into something far from real
Illusion affects my touch
Judgment to me
Please find your own
Look around to watch your step
Your blank expression seeps through me
Easy option should I leave
Surrounding sin
Deceiving free

I’m so tired of being misplaced
I’m so tired of being misplaced
I’m so tired of being misplaced
I’m so tired of being misplaced

I like the lyrics, especially "Solitude". I really want to hear them with melodies. I can't tell you how, but once they're on youtube you can link to them, embed them in posts here. Some of the smarter people can probably say how.

I hope you do real melody, not just tuneless shouting like so much rock, rap, etc.

I like your lyrics to and I´m looking forward to your first cd. Definitely going to buy it!