How comfortable are you about your AS with NT's. I don't get jokes sometimes, and if it's someone I don't know well, I'll just laugh to be polite, but with people I know better i'll admit when something goes over my head, an sometimes they laugh, and yes they are laughing at me, but it IS funny! I have no problem with laughing at myself. Yea I'm different, but there are people who love me for it. The rest that don't can go jump in a puddle. I dont reveal that to just anyone though! I am a lot more reserved around others.
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We are not so different from potted plants in that, if given everything we need to be properly nourished, the outcome can be incredibly contrary to when we are not. A flower won't grow in flour, and neither can we.