pensieve wrote:
Ecl713 wrote:
Verdandi wrote:
I don't think ADHD has anything good associated with it, very much unlike autism.
I disagree a bit.
ADHD has Hyper-focus! That can be good.
It also seems that many people with ADHD are highly creative.
Other than that I agree.
Pfft, hyperfocus. I haven't hyperfocused for days and when I do it's either just news articles or getting an idea to do something, look for it and then give up half way through looking for it.
Hyperfocus to me is something that isn't planned because most of my day is planned. It's something that I just decide to do and then get stuck on for hours, and nothing comes good out of it and I'm left feeling exhausted.
I'm creative but can't organise myself to even get started on a project.
I'm cranky today. Need meds!
Good description. ^
As an aside, I remember you posted some time ago you had sluggish cognitive tempo, but it lifted. One can only know how hellish that is by direct experience. auntblabby, Moog and Marshall have posted experiences with it. You kinda outgrow it, but I still experience a strong trait of it on my downswings.
The ADHD hyper focus
happens, and it can be good or bad. There's no control like autism with a "special interest." It looks like one because I can go for years on something, but it gets displaced by something else. It's random. If there are any redeeming qualities, they are circumstantial.
Say, work is my hyperfocus and I'm "obsessed" with that and it's good. Say now, something comes along and it will entirely displace that ( work) and you are distracted now.
You can't 'will it' in a certain direction.
But, I've always felt that Schizophrenia was number 1, Bipolar #2 and ADHD # 3 in terms of Hell on earth.
It could be worse.
There is one strange feature I've noted with this executive dysfunction: It removes you, or it de-natures you from people. It's hard to explain it, as peoples' experiences are 3 dimensional, but you can feel a displacing away from this in realtime people activities, such as being in a mall, in crowds, etc.
There is a loss in this '3 dimensional feel' and you don't have the usual instincts that everyone has. It's like you are starting life anew for the first time and it's as if nothing really sticks but bounces off and away from you. My mother would say many times: "every day seems like it's your first day on Earth."
I don't think anyone can be fully "socialized" or tamed by having this condition.