LongLostSelf wrote:
I hate summer. hot sticky , bright and uncomfortable and everyone says "what you doing inside on a day like this" dont like t-shirt weather, the less clothes i have on the more vunerable i feel. i wear hoodies on hot days which actually draws more attention to me. Feels like everyone is happy and living life to the full and im missing something. Im getting very panicky as the summer draws closer
Winter i love! cold grey days, frosty crisp days. heavy snow, Christmas, big coats, hats and scarfs , no guilt about sitting in the house, awesome:)
I certainly feel the same way.
About the clothes, a little trick I discovered is that it helps if I wear a rash guard snug fit shirt under my clothes, the sweat evaporates quickly from it and the snug fit makes me feel very comfortable, less vulnerable. And I can wear lose clothes over it and since it is like a second skin it doesn't stand out greatly, also this way I can wear at times shirts with short sleeves since the rash guard shirt goes all the way to my wrists.
Although I still wear hoodies and stuff. This one day I went out with little clothes on me because I was already feeling less vulnerable from the company I had, needless to say when I found my self alone at the supermarket I had a freak out of a sensory overload, I was on my toes waiting to burst into a million particles... It was horridly awful.