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SanityTheorist
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01 Aug 2012, 11:43 am

I currently have dieas but I have no idea how I am going to find new friends to replace the ones that left or what I think I am capable of in the world. Seems I'm stuck in a world not meant for me often.


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01 Aug 2012, 11:46 am

2wheels4ever wrote:
my mom remarrying an extremely alpha man who was 3 years older than me when I was 17


Now I've lost it.



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01 Aug 2012, 12:08 pm

Sanctus wrote:
Where do you see your place in the world? Do you have a goal right now?
Caught in desire will certainly make you miserable. I speak from expieriance, :wink:

I see myself caught in desire for the next 10 months, After my desire is caught I would like to move, but where? I was considering dominica but they have really messed up laws concerning sexuality. and its not just there, its practically ALL of the caribbean. Guess why? Christianity. 2/3rds of this planet are off limits to me because of Christians and Muslims.

The grass isnt always greener on the otherside, So I'll probably remain here in good 'ol Flagstaff, AZ.

Wich as it turns out, isnt so bad after all. :)



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01 Aug 2012, 11:19 pm

My goal is to be around as few people as possible. In school kids had all their dream job they want to have. I just wanted to be myself. Live life one day at a time. I don't really care for money if I just have for basic needs that perfect. I remember all the problems in school with all those "what do you wanna be when you grow up" how are you supposed to know that



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01 Aug 2012, 11:28 pm

My goal in life was to get my life back on track before my 35th Birthday, three years ago. I asked myself a few questions about myself. I went back to my 60s Mod roots. I've also rediscovered The Kinks after listening to Punk and Metal during my two years of anger and cynicism. I've reached my goal before my birthday that year, and I'm not going back to my old cynical ways. :)


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02 Aug 2012, 12:52 am

Id be happy to find a place where I feel that I am safe and I am sure that I will have my medicine and the body that I was supposed to be born with. I want a car where I can drive to get away and maybe spend quiet time in the forest to rest and to relax by fly fishing.

People say that I have a brilliant mind but most days I am lucky to barely take care of my basic needs and other days that doesnt happen.

Is that too much to ask?



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02 Aug 2012, 11:45 am

episette wrote:
Id be happy to find a place where I feel that I am safe and I am sure that I will have my medicine and the body that I was supposed to be born with. I want a car where I can drive to get away and maybe spend quiet time in the forest to rest and to relax by fly fishing.

People say that I have a brilliant mind but most days I am lucky to barely take care of my basic needs and other days that doesnt happen.

Is that too much to ask?


yes, you ain't gonna get it



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02 Aug 2012, 3:51 pm

I know an Aspie who found out what he loves to do and seems to be doing pretty well. Personally, I kinda decided I wanted to die before my 18th birthday when I was 13 or 14 and stopped making friends, my interest in school faded and I stopped showing up, and I pretty much played video games all day - although I didn't really like most of them all that much. I'm 26 now, and I want to do better, but it's kinda hard to undo the damage I've done. It's not getting any easier too, so I feel the same, I guess. I don't believe in a God or anything, so I don't really see why I shouldn't check out if I'm not enjoying life and have nothing to look forward to, but I'm not quite there yet. Plus, I mostly just feel like a fool whenever I voice these kind of thoughts. Gotta keep trying. I guess I'm just weak in a lot of ways, and I should be able to find some joy in life if I'd really want to. Something to hold onto and all that.

Right now I'm finally finishing school and I have my own apartment. I feel my friends kinda abandoned me, although I'm probably at least partially to blame. They're nice, but I'm always the one who has to pick up the phone. It'd be nice if someone would call me for once. I used to go to the gym often, but I've been quite busy (excuses, I know, but it's true). I want to start again in the near future though. Unfortunately, right now the bridge I have to cross to get there is out and the nearest alternative is a bit out of the way. Must be annoying for the people who live there. Anyway, I'm done complaining.



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02 Aug 2012, 10:21 pm

nrau wrote:
episette wrote:
Id be happy to find a place where I feel that I am safe and I am sure that I will have my medicine and the body that I was supposed to be born with. I want a car where I can drive to get away and maybe spend quiet time in the forest to rest and to relax by fly fishing.

People say that I have a brilliant mind but most days I am lucky to barely take care of my basic needs and other days that doesnt happen.

Is that too much to ask?


yes, you ain't gonna get it


Im tired of being scared all of the time. I had hoped that things would get better but they arent getting better and Im tired of crying and wondering what will happen next? My entire body hurts and I'm tired. :cry: My life sucks.

What did I ever do that was so wrong?



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02 Aug 2012, 10:24 pm

Place? Goal? No.

I used to have a place. No goal, but I was content without one. Now I'm just nihilistically drifting through existence.



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03 Aug 2012, 7:50 am

There's a real low rent, hill-billy, red neck, beach side village 1 hr from here

Used to be full of mental patients until the asylum shut, nows its full of meth heads and gang members and nut jobs

I was thinking of moving there, then they found another murdered body..... and I wisely decided that that place is not safe for someone with aspergers syndrome

Psychologists might enjoy it there though



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19 Jul 2018, 2:08 am

Well, I have two goals that clash together :( Really want to figure out numbers and geometry/topology, like a mathematician, but all that to figure out time and space, like a physicist. In math I'm good at geometry and stuff, but bad at calculus. In physics I remember the laws and stuff good and sometimes make up interesting theories, but often mess up labs and sometimes want to figure out the mathematical proof of everything, which is not always possible. People sometimes really like my abstract ideas, but I'm horrible with their realization (solving and calculating) and sometimes I forget those algebra and analysis theorems.
Basically, physics inspires me to do math, so I'm probably going to go into physics. But sometimes I get nervous that when I get a job people won't really like my methods of figuring out the world...



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19 Jul 2018, 2:18 pm

I exist but to say that I live is probably an inaccurate statement xD



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19 Jul 2018, 4:50 pm

Sanctus, look for LadyElaine. She's your age.

Cool screen name? Are you Catholic? Just curious.



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19 Jul 2018, 4:56 pm

yup. i want to run off from civilisation and find myself a nice cave with good wifi.


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