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17 May 2023, 11:11 am

3 also. So exhausted from working 45 hours a week



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17 May 2023, 4:35 pm

At my typical 7.


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18 May 2023, 12:26 am

-10.

Trying to not give into the urge to do some stupid s**t to myself that I've had since I got home today. I feel completely unlovable and like everyone I know hates me. I don't want to f**k up and end up in the hospital, but I am so tired of being here and having absolutely zero meaningful relationships with anyone.



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18 May 2023, 1:37 am

Fairfield wrote:
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Trying to not give into the urge to do some stupid s**t to myself that I've had since I got home today. I feel completely unlovable and like everyone I know hates me. I don't want to f**k up and end up in the hospital, but I am so tired of being here and having absolutely zero meaningful relationships with anyone.


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19 May 2023, 9:10 am

Fairfield wrote:
-10.

Trying to not give into the urge to do some stupid s**t to myself that I've had since I got home today. I feel completely unlovable and like everyone I know hates me. I don't want to f**k up and end up in the hospital, but I am so tired of being here and having absolutely zero meaningful relationships with anyone.


My words, but coming from someone else. What on earth? Feeling worthless. The anxiety is kicking in, due to some pointless event involving clones (once you've spoken to one, you've spoken to them all). I'll feel regretful if I don't go, yet I am 100% sure it is going achieve jack s**t for me, and zero connections.

I am bloody awful at starting conversations with folks I barely recognise or don't know. The xxD (could be OCD or ADD. What the k is it?) is going nonstop 24/7 observing every word folks say, in an attempt to compare them to myself. I might not be as unfortunate as some. But stagnating with little advice, let alone motivation to act on it just gets overwhelming. I only tend to feel adept expressing myself like this. Generally near 0 in other departments.

Despite multiple attempts from default (NT) m***** xxxxers to kill my mood today, they have been highly unsuccessful. I honestly don't give a rats a e what I look like in public. Troublemakers have their own sh t for breakfast every day of the week, until they pass away from too many bowel movements.

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19 May 2023, 5:35 pm

At my typical 7.


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19 May 2023, 11:05 pm

-6.

Now that it's night time and I'm by myself my mood is starting to go to s**t, even though I'm trying to stop it from doing that. I did okay today (which is much better than usual), but I'm not surprised it didn't last because it never lasts. The fact my mood is doing this s**t again is also giving me anxiety because I despise having mood swings and having almost no control over my emotional state.



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23 May 2023, 4:50 pm

At my typical 7.


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24 May 2023, 4:26 am

+5

Feeling better and didn't have a drink yesterday or so far today. Sunny and nice weather forecast for the next few weeks.


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26 May 2023, 4:52 pm

At my typical 7.


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30 May 2023, 5:34 pm

At my typical 7.


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30 May 2023, 6:33 pm

-30 and 0


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31 May 2023, 3:27 pm

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01 Jun 2023, 4:38 am

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01 Jun 2023, 8:51 am

+5

Getting on with my neighbours ok for once and feel a bit more optimistic than of late. :)


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02 Jun 2023, 5:38 am

5. Certain lifts. I'm getting there again.


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