scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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there is something hypnotically edifying about being in a cathedral listening to massed choirs or pipe organ [especially antiphonal pipes].

I'm a fair -1 today. Not quite in the depths but pissed off. I am basically my sister's carer and I have no time for myself and I'm always cookin coookin coooooooooooookin or cleaning or something else that takes my precious time. I slept bad last night, this cannot be my life....no one gives a s**t how I feel

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Often my diction is a oddity . Music. Helped me get through some early ,
Absolutely insane periods of my upbringing . I understand dysfunctional, but this was truley abberant behaviour on the part of my birth family.
Family did not fall apart , it dissolved ..to this , i may try to forgive , but prolly never get real understands .
So glad you found something to help get you through.

Often my diction is a oddity . Music. Helped me get through some early ,
Absolutely insane periods of my upbringing . I understand dysfunctional, but this was truley abberant behaviour on the part of my birth family.
Family did not fall apart , it dissolved ..to this , i may try to forgive , but prolly never get real understands .
So glad you found something to help get you through. [/quote]

Hi Jakki

Congrats on surviving. I don't think I can blame my family for anything really. I have pretty much stopped speaking to them, one by one, over the years for various reasons, but objectively, probably it was usually my fault more than theirs.

On the music topic, I'm finding it slow going to come up with upbeat tracks that I already like, I only have 'Reasons to be Cheerful' and 'Good Vibrations' so far. what can you add?
W

Hi Jakki

Congrats on surviving. I don't think I can blame my family for anything really. I have pretty much stopped speaking to them, one by one, over the years for various reasons, but objectively, probably it was usually my fault more than theirs.

On the music topic, I'm finding it slow going to come up with upbeat tracks that I already like, I only have 'Reasons to be Cheerful' and 'Good Vibrations' so far. what can you add?
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Thats a tough question ? So many varied tastes in music, and time you may have grown up in? Having said that , and not worrying about sounding weird here . Tastes in music might be helpful,? Genres, ?
Try "help is on the way" or title maybe "hang on help is on the way" BY
The Little River band. .
If classical , kinda basic is "The WilliamTell Overture" or the 1812 Overture.
"The Blue Danube" . Also" Beethovens 5th" these have no lyrics. More upbeat.

A song called "Fly like a Eagle" artist name eludes me just now . Especially the ending .. almost alternative reality frame of mind although.
"Leaving LasVegas" more current , step forward to immediate , " bad guy" by Billy Eilish .
Not all tastes fit everyone. There are many others from time frame of those earlier rock and roll . These are just off the top of my head.

Hugs. How are you doing?

I'm doing pretty well. My therapist suggested a place where I can have my own apartment and still get the help I need in everyday life, and I'm presently trying to apply for that, but first I have to apply for Medicare, so I'm going through lots of paperwork and waiting, but I'm excited about what the end results will be, if everything goes well. The program will also help me find and get a job I can handle, once I'm in a position where I can work.

I'd say I'm about at a +3 right now.

I'm really happy and hopeful for you d&d. Fingers crossed.

medicaid. and i'm glad things are looking up for you.

.1 - the "decluttr" store on ebay keeps sending me the wrong stuff.

+10

Because I'm having a wee thing with ferris in pms and it's just brilliant, love like this is rare.

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Fab, thankyou, I'll listen to them both, with a view to creating a +ve playlist.
W