Yes and no,
At times I'm very pumped to write a bunch of stuff for Wikipedia, I got all the research down, I have everything researched, then I lose focus. This is especially for trying to submit some sarcastic funnies for Cracked.com, (a site for funny articles about how seriosly screwed up the world is). At times I have the next harry potter (trying to write about a young page (either gender, haven't decided yet, in the vein of Protector of the Small by Tamora Pierce, and other magicals about the tenacity of children, but with a Athiest point of view, or agnostic at least. coupled with my experience in Scouts), but I just can't work it out. I have sooo many ideas would it be trying to establish a networking society for high grades at my university, to coming up with ways, to make my mark and use my so called "Genius" Aspergers like skills that everyone says I have.
It seems that my skills and talent only manifest themselves from time to time, that either I'm on the bus or off the bus, or a skipping CD that plays sometimes, skips backwards, skips forwards skips in place, or plays normally. I'm very unpredictable and random. Some days I'm very good on my game, other days I'm very off, no matter how I try no matter how I nurture these.... and quite frankly it's bleeping me off. because. I want to do something, anything just to get out of this pothole, dips in the road that keep on bogging my car down. (ie a highway with crazy holes in the roads).