catsarenice wrote:
Hi everyone,
I just wish I could find a girl that will take care of me when I'm low and not get mad at me for things I have no control over.
What do you mean by "no control over?" Or by stuck in your mind? If you mean to say that some days you just, idunno, shut down in terms of social interaction, some people will understand that. Some may even appreciate the difficulty it causes.
If, however, the only face you present to the world is one that says "I've only got negative attributes," well, its like being a car salesman. Car salesmen don't say "This car has 250,000 miles!" they say the car has been broken in a bit. I'm not saying you should simply sugar-coat whatever issues you consider yourself to have, simply that you shouldn't
only consider them. Everyone has positive attributes. Believe me, I don't like saying that, because if that weren't the case I have a couple people, exes and the like, that I could legitimately hate. Instead I'm stuck hating things they did, since I still have to appreciate certain aspects of them.
Everything has good and bad, in whatever terms you want to consider. Your real goal isn't finding someone that will "put up" with you, its finding someone that's a good fit for you, a good "match" as so many people seem to like to say. Sure, perfect matches
could exist, but even if they don't, good matches do exist. You just have to be a bit patient and not give up.
NeoPlatonist wrote:
I'm not actively looking for more than friendship with members of the opposite sex. I feel like I am quite the reverse of a good catch. I am very emotionally detached and I suck at all the little things you need to do to show love. I wouldn't want a girl to be stuck with me because I'd just make her unhappy. I also don't want a girl so selfless she can put up with me. I'm not worthy of a saint.
This is a point someone tried to make me understand once. She did a "reasonable" job. Your view of yourself isn't the deciding factor for the member of the opposite sex. It is their view of you. Your view of yourself matters to them, of course, and if you keep saying you aren't "worthy," some will get fed up with you simply because you refuse to listen to them, but in deciding whether or not you are worthy of ___________, well, to __________, your opinion has been noted but doesn't override their opinion.