I haven't ever ordered a copy of the Satanic Bible, but I did read into religions quite a bit as six years ago. Due to the amount of time I devoted to this task on a daily basis, I suppose it was an obsession of sorts. Anyway, Satanism did pique my interest. I liked the philosophy, as it did seem to reflect my own personal philosophy at the time. I mean, I wasn't about to run around saying that I was a Satanist, but unlike Christianity, Satanism was something I believed I would be able to adhere to. This may sound very strange, but I had a spiritual experience which taught me many things, and suggested a course of action in my life. Basically, I was "told" that humanity and all life is connected on Earth, and that my life should be, in part, devoted towards bettering the human condition and the condition the Earth is in. To work harmoniously with others and promote a peaceful way of being. I would say this experience still inspires me and drives me today. I have failed many times over in my life, but I will keep trying until I get it right and succeed. I do not expect to create any large scale or permanent change, rather I would enjoy nuturing and providing for another, when I am more able to do so. With all things I do, I try to create minimal waste as well. I cannot relate to the Satanism philosophy anymore now since having this experience. Anyway, that is the extent of my own spiritual experiences. I remember when I was little, I tried praying and believing, but I just couldn't get it to work. I'm still an atheist today, and that hasn't really changed (although sometimes I can find myself wavering from Atheist to Agnostic, and back again).