FrankiDelano wrote:
I guess it wasn't meant to be...
I just wish it didn't have to end this way. I always fail at this kind of thing every time I get close to the starting the line it moves farther and farther away. I thought this was gonna finally be the first shot I got at romance, but I was wrong again. I don't mean to mope I just can't understand why things seem to go wrong when I ever try to make myself happy. I Will have to get over this and move on. But I have had a lot of horrible things happen to me, I've been hurt in a way almost no one can understand by someone I love very much and am very close to. I mean is there an actual end for those of us who have to suffer through life or do we get or chance at the same happiness as everyone else?
Awwww Don't feel bad. ((((((( Franki ))))))))
Seriously, don't let it get to you. When I did my acting course, we learnt a valuable lesson. Rejection. You will never have as many rejections in your life, as when you are an actor. You just learn that some roles are for you, and some aren't. Some people will love you, and some people will hate you. Never, *ever* take it personally. Once you do meet that special person, or someone who will truly connect with you, you will value it much more than if you had had the run of the mill on tap.