black008 wrote:
I hate going to church, but my wife sings in the choir, so I am trying to support her in her love for music. Anyway, what is the best way to keep myself occupied so that I am not drawn into what the preacher is saying, praying, or saying creeds. So far I just stand when others stand but I do not pray and I do not say creeds. I figure if I do not think it is important to me I should not feel pressure to do it. However, I do not want to stand out and I do not want to mimic what others are doing. It is such a relief to know I am not the only one that feels out of place. Please any advice?
That is a predicament. I understand you are supportive of your wife, yet does she understand how you feel about religion or the preacher talking in general? I can't sit through a church service i start freaking out and end up running away from the church for a bit. Also that happened i was in an isolated spot to begin with (wasn't stuck amongst people really). Yet i understand how you feel. Could you stay for just the choir/music part and then leave, or does the choir continue throughout the whole church?
If you explain to your wife, she should understand. Maybe just go for the music? and then leave. I'm not sure how your church does...
I know it can be very uncomfortable heraing preachers talking and all the rest.
Being that you are supportive of your wife, she should be supportive of your needs as well.