apequake wrote:
I have notice this trait about myself for many years. In fact, I cannot remember when I did not do this. I have what many consider a shy bladder - meaning it's difficult for me to urinate in urinals regardless of anyone is in the restroom unless I can lock the door of the restroom. The thought is the closeness to another person, the difficulty in breathing and my mind can't release. I am able to do it more frequently if I have enough alcohol, but that is about it.
Many times if the bathroom's stalls are occupied, I hold it for another 15 minutes. I am the only one I know that really has this issue. I wonder if this is common among Apsies or if this is something a little more off the grid.
I have this exact same problem as well. Why? I don't know. It may or may not be an Aspie thing, but I can relate.
Regardless, it's a frustrating problem that doesn't seem to have a solution. I'm usually okay in a stall, but a urinal in a restroom with no lock is much more of an issue and I've done the fake piss many times before.