Dreamer2 wrote:
Tom wrote:
I feel very suprised when I see Christian aspies on the net. I just don't understand how you could reconcile that belief with who you are. Seeing as lots of religious people believe God "speaks to them", does he ever provide an apology or explanation as to why some people have to have asperger's, or any condition or disability?[/i]
I don't need any apology or any explanations. I don't need anyone to blame, I don't need to feel sorry for myself either. Life is a challenge to everyone, I accept it as it is. There are people who suffer more than I ever have and who still hold on to their faith, my pain is nothing compared to theirs.Why should I complain about AS and lose my faith? At least I have food on my table, already that is a blessing, many people starve to death and nobody cares.
AS is sometimes a blessing, sometimes a curse. Life is difficult for everyone who don't see the big picture, they fail to recognise and appreciate those moments that make life worth living. I'm grateful for my life as it is and I thank God for every moment of happiness.
Dreamer2 does have a point, as indeed does Ragtime. Whether this makes it easier to accept (why should a greater quantity of suffering in the world make faith easier?) may be perhaps open to question, though as I said, there are things that test my faith more. True about Asperger's Syndrome being sometimes a blessing sometimes a curse, and certainly true that some other suffering rather puts things into perspective (that said, on the spectrum and even specifically within the Asperger's portion of it, there are many members of this community who have suffered considerably more than I have, though this is not related exclusively to Asperger's Syndrome or other forms of Autism, though as a factor it may exaccerbate things, so I probably should not pontificate about this.
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