I remember I was promoted once to be a head of the Production division at a web development company, of the many I have worked with across the years. It was cool at first, but suddenly the needs of multitasking and be in a zillion things at once -not to mention firing constant reports, papers et.al- proved too much for me. Reluctantly, I had to switch back to be a simple pawn in the company chess game instead of being a tower, or at least a horse.
(Hope you don't choke on that metaphor)
Now, after almost ten years of doing web work, I feel pretty much burned out about it and would like to step up to a position that implies more planning/logistics and less code-monkeying, but I have already experimented what it's like to be "up there", and failed -in that moment- to live up to the task. I don't know if I could do it better this time. And that pisses me off very badly, since those are often the best paid jobs and positions in the industry - or any other industry for that matter (you can never have enough money!).
Do only NTs can create companies and become potentially rich, becoming leaders instead of followers? I wish it weren't so.
I wish I could hear about people with AS that have gotten management / company ownership roles and have survived to tell the story. Testimonials of this kind are pretty scarce, almost nonexistent. Why?
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