blue_bean wrote:
I've blocked mine outta my memory, they're that bad
I wish I could especially the 1s from 10 years ago on Comedy Central's forum & 4th Kingdom(a forum I used more after CC got shutdown) because I sounded like a delusional pedophile & then like a psychotic depressed pedophile
& I never was a pedo, it was somewhat related to BAD OCD & some things related to my Aspie issues. I'm aLOT better here on WP than on other forums.
Dillogic wrote:
Well yeah. I'm like a major embarrassment to myself. But, online is nothing compared to the blunders I've made in the past (when I was around people and interacting).
But whatever, AS is my get out of jail free card (not that it absolves one of responsibility, but it helps one understand things).
Same here but I still feel embarrassment, quilt & like a freaking idiot but instead of dwelling on that now I try to focus on what I learned, how I change & how I can grow more.