dilanger wrote:
Title says it all. I couldn't understand why she would go into fits or start getting upset at the things I say. Then she wouldn't understand why I get upset and have anxiety attacks.
We had no empathy for each other at the wrong times. Its why we gave up, I wasn't satisfied with the relationship and it was dragging her down.
Now that I know I want to tell her, not for the sake of getting back with her. I just want to let her know. I don't want to contact her because it might send her into a fit. I never want to do that purposely.
I tried to play the part of an NT and she knew it. I hid my conditions from my own family, the Army and my best friend. Denial that I was like my own sister with schizophrenia, which is a possibility that I may have also.
I just want to tell her in a most uncreepy way after 3 months. Her doctor was right about me. =(
I just had to let this out, maybe I will just forget it and move on.
I think this is a good idea.
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