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02 Dec 2020, 11:12 am

^I get tears in my eyes just reading what I just posted.


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03 Dec 2020, 2:13 am

... I had at least 5 or so disgustingly thick and wet small towels filled with mucus. :eew:


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03 Dec 2020, 9:45 am

I never thought that I've ever admit that I hated myself at one point in my life.


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03 Dec 2020, 10:15 am

I’ve never actually liked myself, the best I’ve ever felt about myself is indifferent. When people say they don’t want their autism gone because it would change who they are, I want mine gone for the same reason - because I don’t like who I am.


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Yet in my new wildness and freedom I almost welcome the bitterness of alienage. For although nepenthe has calmed me, I know always that I am an outsider; a stranger in this century and among those who are still men.
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03 Dec 2020, 10:25 am

i have learnt to be very thankful for the good stuff i got, and to never take it for granted. :)



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03 Dec 2020, 10:36 am

If one asked if I ever hated myself...
A part of me does. A part of me never did.

A part of me wants another part of me dead, while another part of me being wishy washy wanting to get 'both sides' cleared and out in the open.

And no, this isn't a personality or identity disorder.
Think -- everyone has a higher and a lower self.

In eastern context, only my lower self hates at least some facets of me, another wouldn't care and/or is in denial. Very entangled in fancy ideas.
The higher self has no concept of hate, fear or judgment of self (or other).

In western context, both my higher self and my lower self hate each other.
The one in between that is conflicted between expressing both and repressing either.


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03 Dec 2020, 10:49 am

I guess Germany would be my good side and Cockney London would be my dark side. My rebellious side.


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03 Dec 2020, 1:19 pm

I should get some sleep.



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03 Dec 2020, 2:34 pm

I haven't watched any political videos since election night. I've lost interest.


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03 Dec 2020, 4:45 pm

I’ve basically just been trying to ignore Trump until he finally goes away (or at least loses media attention) ever since results of the election became essentially certain, but my mom makes it extremely difficult by reading out loud pretty much every report she sees on social media about his antics (and also everything on COVID-related politics that don’t directly affect us and which politicians have contracted COVID, and I’m really tired of hearing about all these things and may well end up blurting out something along the lines of “I don’t care” at one of these announcements, which will probably trigger a lecture on why it is important and I should care :roll: Basically I just sit there and nod and tune out until she’s done.)


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Yet in my new wildness and freedom I almost welcome the bitterness of alienage. For although nepenthe has calmed me, I know always that I am an outsider; a stranger in this century and among those who are still men.
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When you assume, it makes an a** out of u and me.

I’m triple A - aromantic, asexual, and agender.


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03 Dec 2020, 11:53 pm

It's Biden that I'm trying to ignore.


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04 Dec 2020, 6:27 am

jerome corsi is not trying to single handedly overturn representative democracy in the USA right now.



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04 Dec 2020, 11:05 am

The reason The Kinks are my favourite band is because they recorded songs about many social issues that are relevant to me.


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04 Dec 2020, 11:12 am

There are places in the world where a day spanned over 20 hours...


I wanna go there. :lol: Even if it's deadly cold for me.


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11 Dec 2020, 5:10 pm

From the spinal cord, the olfactory system contains only one nerve.



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11 Dec 2020, 10:36 pm

two bad it is not two nerves so we could smell in stereo.