So me and my dad did what we normally do on Saturday: Go to a restaurant, shopping, and went to a convention on healthy food (which he dragged me out to do). However, when I got home, I suddenly was growling and even broke a plastic baseball bat and shouted so loud the neighbors dog barked. There was a letter for me from Charles Schwab, which I thought was bad considering paying bills, my dad was yelling at me to go to the gym, and I have finals that I feel like I will do bad on. I also was upset because someone on YouTube told me to go f*ck myself based on a comment I made, and lastly, I kept saying that I wanted to "hurt other people because they have it better than me". I know this behavior is completely unacceptable, but It just hit on me and I usually don't have blind rages like that. I am worried that this will continue when I get older and will have a lot of problems growing up.
12 Dec 2015, 6:41 pm
