On one hand, I think of how much fun having a girlfriend was. On the other hand, I remember the difficulties of having to guess what she's thinking, putting up with menstrual anger, manipulation, and so on. Not sure if I want to endure the hardships but I'm so lonesome. I notice, though, I make it real obvious that I'm looking for a girlfriend. A lot of it, I think, comes from my last real relationship. I dated a girl in Colorado who was REAL abusive to me. None of it was physical, it was all emotional. Ever since we broke up, I had no trust for women, not even as friends. I think, for the most part, I got that chip off my shoulder. But after all that, I find myself in a quandary.
29 Apr 2016, 1:53 pm
