I have recently found that I am increasingly anxious about being out and about and spend more time not being social. I have over the years become less adventurous and find that I reach sensory overload more quickly. I know that the extent of the difficulties experienced by autistic people is not constant and am as content as I can be with how my life is. I don't think I do a very good job of explaining why I don't feel able to do things I have done before and I worry about my friends/family thinking I'm unreliable or fobbing them off.
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“When you consider things like the stars, our affairs don’t seem to matter very much, do they?” Virginia Woolf