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01 Jul 2016, 5:35 pm

...I discovered that I had a pretty considerable amount of gift card money at Target and I went over to the " City Target " at the Metreon in SF which I go to a lot and got:
A " big " flashlight/lantern , to improve reading light in my room .
A yoga ~ " homeless " ~ mat . With the thought that I'd spread it on my bed , which has seemed (I have thought) maybe too ~ not exactly " soft " , but maybe not hard enough?? My back hurts A LOT ! :(
An AT&T GoPhon
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a $45 monthly " unlimi0ted talk-text-data " plan .
Good , huh ?
But , the problem is t7hat , as of now , I CANNOT SIGN INTO THINGS ! :(
I tried signing into WP and into YT , and , briefly , when I give my code name (finally ~ painstakingly) , then go to put my password in ~ The Code name changes to the earlier false starts ! !! !! !! !! !!:-(


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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.:-(
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!


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02 Jul 2016, 4:25 pm

...It's working only VERY marginally :( ...I may , if I can get the energy , drag myself to the AT&T store...I am just so backached , and I get in trouble at this lab over my coughing , etc. , and yes , I eat WAY TOO much sweets and junk - It's what's available to me , for one ! !! !! !! !! ! :(
I still think that excessive morning sun is bad for my eyes :cry: . My back ACHES ! !! !! !! !! !!


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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.:-(
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!


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02 Jul 2016, 4:33 pm

I guess I will have NO computer access after this til' Tuesday ! f**k . :(


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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.:-(
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!


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02 Jul 2016, 4:35 pm

You should cut back on the sweets, not good for your diabetes or feet.



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02 Jul 2016, 4:39 pm

...yeah , I imagine , there's just little else available to distract me ! :(
NO TV , DVD , radio , this teeny Go!-Phone is only marginally working , the lamp I thought would work isn't :( -There's my down-ness about feeling that the " go to college/be a' college student ' (Yes , the ' social ' hing as well as the education part .) may never happen :cry: .....................




te="Lantylam"]You should cut back on the sweets, not good for your diabetes or feet.[/quote]


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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.:-(
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!


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02 Jul 2016, 4:41 pm

Yes, I know, it is too easy to comfort eat snacks to cheer yourself up, but it doesn't work or help in the long term with diabetes. You need a different outlet or interest, but that is easier said than done of course.